Blue
The colour of trust.
The shade of sea and sky.
Inspires feelings of confidence, integrity and responsibility.
Too little blue can mean suspicion, depression, stubbornness, timidity, and unreliability.
Dear diary,
I recently realised how life is short. I've spent my days waiting for a miracle to happen. I've met people who I thought they loved me deeply and tuned out to be people who used me. I've met people who struggle in their lives and people who fight for their loved ones. I realised that I want to be a better version of myself. And all thanks to Mingi. He came to my life out of nowhere with a beer in his hand and offered it to me selflessly while he was struggling himself. He made me like the colour blue. Truth is, since my sister drowned in the ocean when I was younger, I hated the sea, the sky, my favourite blue dress that I didn't wear until my date with Mingi. Everything blue reminded me of her, so I hated it, instead of hating her for leaving me behind.
I'll stop wasting my time writing down my thoughts and I'll start opening up to people that care about me. My dad first of everyone. And when Mingi is back I hope we can be good friends who are there for each other. As for what happened that night it doesn't matter anymore to me. We should all move on from all the shit life throws at us. I'll be a better person, a better friend, a better daughter.
Thanks for listening to me all this time dear diary. Now my purpose is to help people who struggle, no matter what. I have already written my list. First is my mother and her lover. I'll make sure no one gets treated bad like my father ever again.
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