Wander Through The Maze Of My Mind.

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Anna- song tune and lyrics remake by the person above^^^ if you haven't heard her English covers your missing out her name is Ysobelle.X

"Nobody's home at the moment. They thought it would be the best idea to let you get acclimated before you meet them as they're quite a lot to handle." Jin chuckles lightly, walking down the seemingly never ending corridor and into the room at the very end.

"They seem very kind." Namjoon replies simply. The sudden break from his daily routine making him nervous. Suddenly his head feels heavy as if it's been caged and attached to an anchor, destined to hit rock bottom.

He stumbles slightly, his emotion running wild with no sign of slowing down. His eyes are unsteady, glancing here and there, searching for something familiar. He rummages through his pocket for his phone which seems to have suddenly vanished into thin air.

"Hey, Joonie?" Jin says turning to face him only to discover the boy's flushed face and sweaty, shaking hands. "Namjoon!" He tries again, desperation seeping in to his mind.

'What did he say calmed him? 'Seokjin asks himself hurriedly. 'Come on, come on. Think!' He begins to feel frustrated, his new friend is struggling and he can't help.

Jin is cautious about touching the younger knowing that it could trigger the memories of his old family and so he stays at a distance whispering soothing words into ears incapable of acknowledging his presence.

'You cans do this, think.... Music! He said that in a world where he feels forever under a magnifying glass, whenever he had his headphones in he felt free from prying eyes.

So Seokjin sings. Without nerves. Without feeling judged or scrutinised. With only feelings of worry and compassion. He sings.

And slowly but surely Namjoon begins to hear him again. He sings a simple tune, a melody he thought of long ago that didn't make the final cut when judged by producers but always had a place in his heart.

"Before we part now and truly let go my love, I'm lost in the maze of my heart. You left me cold, stereo now turned solo. Our paths are changing directions..."

He takes a step towards Namjoon, his voice never stopping or differing in anyway, a calming consistency. Seeing his friend like that really shakes him up but he stays strong, constantly reassuring himself in his head.

He carries on taking a step forward every so often until he's now almost face to face with Namjoon. He's been taking note of how he's been coping the whole time and it seems as though Jin's heartfelt voice has been proven to be a remedy for Namjoon's chaotic world.

"Joonie?" He tries again, looking into the boy's large hazelnut eyes as a sign of trust. "J-Jinnie? Is that you?" Namjoon stutters, still half stuck in the inescapable maze of his mind.

"Yeah, it's me Joon. You're okay, I'm here and I want to protect you. Do you trust me?" Jin says, caution lacing his voice.

"I've never felt trust for anyone before but as soon as you saved me I knew that I could trust you with my life. You feel like a place of solitude and I would be an idiot to think that that handsome face of yours could do wrong." Namjoon says, his voice is still shaking but he speaks with such a sense conviction that anyone could tell that he was being genuine.

"Namjoon?" Jin asks, tilting his head to the side slightly. "Do you want to cuddle?"

"Actually, I should be embarrassed but that actually sounds amazing right now." Namjoon replies, reaching out for Jin with grabby, baby like hands.

"Do you want to go to the bed?" Jin asks questioningly seeing that Namjoon has no clear intention of moving off of his spot on the ground any time soon. "No, come here." He says pulling Jin down next to him.

They both settle down on the floor into the most comfortable position possible, shuffling about and reaching across the room for a blanket and pillow.

"Jinnie?"

"Yes, Joon?"

"You have the most beautiful voice I've ever heard."

Anna- Oh my goodness. It's done and dusted. Part five. I've got my GCSE's in under three weeks so I won't be updating much during exam period. Sorry.X

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