Rí-al Love

25. Is it Love?

A/N:
       Hi everyone, Don't be mad at me for not writing her Present as I got to know some of you are eager to know her present than her past. But this is the chapter I personally love to write about her Past. May be you also like to read her past from now on, Give a try...
And We are at the last chapter of the Part 1 of this story. In sha Allah, I ll start writing for the Part 2...
Happy Reading:-)

28th April, 2020
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Ridha's Past starts:

'Stupid he, he doesn't know how stubborn this Ridha is!!!
You will regret for this, Ah'med'

Her thoughts gave a internal fear why she allowed her heart to worry this much for a man whom she didn't seen in her life a year before. It has been more than a year when Shabana told her class mate is in love with her. And she added that He wanted to meet Ridha for the first time backside of her school street.

Ridha thought she was brave enough to handle him as she hear the word 'love' for the third time. She didn't realise that day he stood infront of her and got the very first word as "Brother". She was way too confident that day to easily say him as 'brother' as she tagged every other senior boys as a brother.

'Where is your brave words, Ridhu???
Is your brave heart melted when hearing him go sick,
He sticked to the point from first,
But you???,
You didn't realise that you have grown feelings for him and it was standing like a tree,
And you don't have inner strength to uproot the tree just because you know your parents won't accept this kind of words called 'Love'
Build up your strength again,
Even he did prank play to know that you actually got feelings for him,
He won his prank play by giving his Real Love,
He acknowledged that you too have feelings for him,
You gave him courage for the decision he took in life,
You thought to teach him your intentions why you denied his proposal from the very start,
But you failed to prove your intentions...
Hats off to your confidence,
Your feelings for him beats it finally'

Ridha fed up in answering the questions her conscience posted her. She went to pray and ask Allah for guidance. She sobbed in prayer to ease her aching heart and she doesn't want to hurt her parents in the future. She asks Allah to take a good and correct decision for her future in sha Allah. She has to stick up to her words even if she approves for her feelings towards Ahmed.

Ridha thought to avoid texting messages or calling him anymore. It's not because of helping Ahmed in getting rid of feelings for her, It's because of helping her in getting rid of feelings for Ahmed. Sounds new right...

The next day, when she entered her school with full of thoughts, not wanted to see anyone except him. But her fate encourages to miss him more by hiding his great figure in the large campus. She couldn't get off her search in the second floor corridor when she came out for her three breaks: morning, lunch and evening. It resulted in missing him even more.

Though she was mentally absent in her classes, her PT class woke her in the middle by giving her the academic year sports wear. And they added a new announcement like , the respective house captains will be elected from the Grade XII students, not like usual year elections. Everyone got shocked and found injustice for the new rules that had been announced.

'Then there is another chance for Ahmed to be elected again for this year,
But do you think that fate will be make him as your house captain,
Now way, because this year I jumped from Sapphire to Ruby
Will he also jump along with me???'