This is just my rant book, because I have no one to rant to in real life.
I don't really trust anyone. Not even my friends and family. Do you know what it feels like to keep everything up in a bottle, but sometimes the bottle gets too full. It fills up, threatening to spill out but you try your best to stop it.
Well that happens to me a lot. But that's because I don't trust my friends. One of my friends is dating my other friend. He only keeps that friend's secrets because everyone else's secrets "aren't important enough." The friend he's dating cannot keep secrets at all except for his. See, they're perfect for each other.
I have another friend who likes me, but I don't really talk to him about secrets.
One of my friends doesn't care about secrets, another would blackmail me, and the other actually listens to me but I don't really talk to just him often.
Sometimes I feel like "friends are only temporary." And technically it is true because everyone dies.
Sometimes, I also feel like wattpad is more of a friend to me then real humans. I prefer online people better. I'll try to update my story when I have time to work on it. Bye.
