Playboy

CHAPTER ELEVEN

You walked out into the moonlight coming across the most modern ball room you have seen ever in your life.

Standing there while watching beautiful woman with the most beautiful men dancing to "unchained melody".

Seeing them dance so slowly and smoothly with body against body.

Staring at the most beautiful thing you've ever seen the tears fell down slowly.

Until you felt again, the rain sprinkle on you.

Until it became a full on shower, but you didn't move only staring at the couples dancing slowly to the song.

Peeking through the wide clear glass at the gold beautifully made ball room.

Oh how you wished you were like one of those people, with such great love and beauty.

But just staring and admiring every move made you cry in the rain.

People walked by thinking it was just the rain that fell from your cheeks, but they thought oddly about you just staring at the couples.

You looked down at the floor and managed to look up beginning to walk closer to the wide window revealing your reflection.

You saw your hair drenched in water and smeared lipstick with mascara that smeared against your face.

You touched your face hesitantly and began to muffle cry.

You then ran through the rain sobbing as much as you could with your heart breaking.

Thinking about flashbacks of Jimin's beautiful smile and love and affection.

And the song echoed in your head and you felt like you've gone crazy hearing the song come out every building.

Only thinking about Jimin and only him.

You wiped your tears while running without stopping only letting yourself get even hurt more.

Until without knowing you reached towards your home and walking in with the house quiet and dark.

You threw your purse across the room and ran up the stairs closing the door quietly.

You fell onto your bed looking up at the ceiling and hearing the drops of rain against your window.

Thinking about what Jimin is doing right now.

And how you could've stayed and held him one more time, but you just couldn't.. you can't.

Until you sat up and saw jimin's jacket hanging on the coat stand.

You got up from your bed and grabbed it feeling the material of his jacket.

You smelled the jacket revealing his sweet cologne scent rising in your nose.

Your tears fell down, but with a broken smile along with it.

You put on the oversized jacket immediately stunned by the scent now revolving around you.

Just feeling the warmth that hugged your body made you smile and lay back against the bed.

You looked up at the window while the drops of rain falling slowing against the glass made you feel hurt.

But you managed to hug yourself in his jacket feeling like he's still there with you.

You closed your eyes feeling tears fall from your cheeks once again.

You dreamt of him hugging you from behind and kissing your ear lobe softly making you giggle.

You wanted the most amazing dream of Jimin, but it was dreamless.