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"Hey Jess, do you want to do something fun?" My cousin Jordan asks me, smiling widely. "What kind of fun?" I ask, the corners of my lips already curling upwards. "You'll have to come with me to the guest room to find out." He takes my hand in his, pulling me behind him. "Why are we going there?" I ask curiously. "You'll know it when we're there." 

We make our way to the guest room that he's staying in and we sit down on his neatly made bed (obviously done by the maid and not himself). "Have you ever heard of sex?" Jordan takes my hands and places them on his thighs. I nod slowly, not knowing where he's going with this.

"It's when two people love each other and they want to have a baby, the man puts his thingy inside of a woman's hole down there and nine months later a baby comes out. That's what my parents did to get me." I explain, looking at him with my eyebrows raised to check if what I'm saying is correct.

"That's how it goes in the adult world." Jordan says, looking at me in a way that makes me blush. Boys never looked at me that way. "Teenagers have sex with each other all the time but not go get babies, but to have fun because having sex is really fun." 

"Have you ever had sex Jordan?" I ask, playing with the hem of my shirt. "I have, a few times actually. I can tell you that it's very pleasant." He chuckles. 

"Jordan." I whisper, looking up at him. "You said we're going to have fun, did you mean that you wanted to have sex with me?" I swallow, nervously. If we were really going to have sex, I have no idea what I have to do.

"If you want to. But I'd have to tell you something, it's going to hurt for you. But I'm doing you a favor, I'm not letting a stranger touch you for the first time, your first time is going to be with me, someone you know and someone you're familiar with." Jordan sits up straight, his face is very close to mine now. It makes me very nervous.

"Are you still sure of it? Or would you rather do this with a stranger?" I nod again "I want you to do it, I trust you." Jordan grabs my face in his hands, stroking my cheekbones with his thumbs.

"Now Jessie, have you ever been kissed?"

"I had a boyfriend a month ago but after he pecked my lips he dumped me." I say. "Does that count?"Jordan shakes his head as he chuckles. "So damn innocent." 

"What?" I have absolutely no idea what he means.

For a second I think I see him blushing but I can't see his face anymore because his lips are softly pecking mine. "Close your eyes Jessie, close your eyes and enjoy." 

Abby shakes me out of my trance. "What were you thinking about?" Jordan taking my virginity. "Nothing." I smile. "You need to hurry up, grandpa is drunk and you just have to see it!" Abby jumps up and down excitedly. Sometimes I think that she is fourteen instead of sixteen. 

"Not really in the mood." 

"Is it because Jordan's gone?" 

Kind of...

"No." 

"By the way, I really need to talk to you about something, or someone actually." I change the subject.

Am I sure? Do I really want to tell her about Harry?

"He is a cop and he is twenty five and he is so damn hot." I rattle. Abby's eyes widen. "He is twenty five?!" She yells which causes everyone in the room to look at us. Perfect. "Don't talk so loud." I hiss, pulling her into a more private part of the living room. "This is him." I show her the picture Harry texted me a few days ago. 

It's the one where he has the top buttons of his shirt unbuttoned. He looks so hot oh my god. Looking at this picture again just makes me want to go to the bathroom and masturbate just like I did the last time I looked at this picture.

Thinking back about that moment makes me blush a little. "Oooh, look who has got Jessie blushing." Abby pokes my side which makes me squeal. "Stop, you know I'm ticklish there!" I whine, but it doesn't make her stop, it only makes her do it again. "Do you want me to tell him you´re ticklish there? I bet he'll do that to you the whole time." She winks.

"When  we're together, all we do is sexual stuff. He rather wants me to have sex with him then to be friends." My smile fades a little. "And you don't want that?" I don't know whether to nod or to shake my head. "I don't know. I just don't want the whole Thomas thing to happen again." I lean my head against the wall. "I made him choose between being my friend and having sex with me, you can guess which one he picked."

"So, you don't want to have sex with him?" Abby asks confusedly. "I do." I say, not only confusing her more, but also myself. "God, I don't know what I want."

I rub my temple. All of this thinking is giving me a headache. "You know what? I think you should just continue what you're doing and if you start having feelings for him, just tell him you found someone else and you don't want to see him anymore." Abby tries to help.

"Abby, that's the worst idea I've ever heard, if I say that to him once I've already got feelings for him, I'll be heartbroken again." 

Abby looks at me in pity. "That's the whole reason why I made him choose. If I'm also friends with him, that means I'll see him way more often than just a few times a week, so more of a chance I'll fall in love." Abby nods in understanding. "I'll figure it out Abby, don't worry. All I need from you right now is a hug." I spread my arms and hug her tightly. 

"Do you have a headache?" She asks, bringing her cold palm to my forehead and I gladly lean into her hand. "Yes." I reply, frowning as her cold hand adjusts to my body heat and starts getting warmer. "Come on, let's get you to bed." 

Abby takes me to the guest room I always stay in and closes the curtains. "Get in bed." She demands and I do as I'm told by laying on the bed, not under the covers. Abby turns off the light and lays beside me, underneath the covers. 

Within minutes we're sleeping, our arms tangled into each other's.

no harry in this chapter :(
do you want me to finish the jordan and jessie sex scene or is it too dirty? (he is 16 and she is 13)
if i can be honest, i'm abby. my ideas are just as stupid as hers. never ever ask me for advice if you want your problem solved.

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