naughty • {harry styles au}

~venti

to be honest, I'm really proud of the first part about change. if anything in it is wrong according to you, please comment so i can maybe change some things.
hahhahahaa change you get it? omfg that was so bad sorry

Change. Isn't it a beautiful thing? You're yourself for one moment and then you decide you want to be someone else because you don't like some things about yourself and you just want to be a whole new person.

You dress different, you talk different and most importantly, you act different. You go out and find new friends whom you may not even like that much.

But after a few months, weeks, days even, you get sick of the new you, you want to go back to the habits and the other things you were so used to and even though your conscience says the new you is so much better, in your heart, you just want to be the person who you truly are.

This is what happened to me, but it wasn't me who thought I wasn't good enough, it was the man I love. He wanted me to be a better person so I tried to be the person he wanted me to be.

I made drastic changes. I ditched my friends, put more effort into school, I stopped smoking and I don't drink alcohol anymore. And it's killing me.

The old habits of skipping school, doing drugs and go to parties have vanished into thin air. The first few days were heavenly, like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. I could be my old self again and I loved it.

But after that, I realized what I was missing, I was wasting my teenage years. Harry had his and now he's taking mine away and I hate it.

But I don't want to lose him either, so I just do what's necessary, I'm doing it all behind his back.

It's dangerous but it'll be worth it.

Six hours earlier

"Ugh" I groan as I support my head with the palm of my hand, trying to do my math homework. My phone rings for the third time in a row and I pick up with a sigh.

"Yes?"
"Helloooo this is Alexisss"
"Hey Alex, what's up?"
"Damian's dick when he sees me, hahahahahaha"
"Just kidding bae"
"Do you want to come over? We've got a lot to offer."
"I have so much to do Alex, can't we do this next weekend or something? That's when I'll be finished with this bullshit"
"Sorry babe but I can't keep asking you over and over only for you to tell me you're busy every damn time"
"What's gotten into you? Since when can't you make time for some fun?"
"It's just this guy that I really like and it's just uhh."
"Wait, let me guess, he doesn't want you to smoke and drink right?"
"Come on Jessie, you know better than to let a man get the best of you, you're going to be eighteen in two months, you gotta live a little and the man you're with should understand that."
"Wow, that's the best advice you've ever given me, you usually suck at these things." 
"What things?"
"Being a good friend and all."
"Oh that, yeah you're right."
"So, are you coming or not?"
"Uhh, I'll think about it."

Ten hours later

I made up my mind, I don't want to lose Harry or my freedom so I'm profiting from both. Everything is taken care of, I found a geek who is going to do my homework so if Harry wants to check, it's finished. About the tests, I don't know how to deal with that problem but I'm almost sure that it will be some kind of cheating.

I lift my black dress a little higher on the thighs and gloss my lips a dark red color. I'm not going to have sex or any physical interaction with someone else tonight. I repeat this sentence six times in my head as I step into my heels. I chuckle at the thought that this is some kind of change though.

Before I leave, I send a quick tweet to the world that the POTW, which is tomorrow, is at my house instead of Alexis'. Everyone will thank me later because the party will be so much better now.

I even make a quick phone call to check in if Bonita is available for Saturday and thank god she is. I grab my car keys from their usual spot and I hurry to my car that is freezing on the inside.

When I finally get there, I'm shivering and my teeth are chattering because of the cold. The cold leaves my body immediately as I chug back a shot that someone pushed into my hands.

Wait, who was that? Not actually giving a fuck, I try and find people I know. I don't have to search very long since I already see Alexis, her head is dangling from the couch that she's laying on and vomit flows from her mouth like a fucking waterfall.

With my nose squinted, I whisper in her ear that the party of the week is has been moved to my house but before I can say the last word, she's already telling me how much she loves me and her lips are dangerously close to mine which makes me only want to push her away further. I do that and go on a hunt to find other people I know, leaving Alexis in her own pool of vomit.

"Abby?" I raise my eyebrows in confusion. "What are you doing here?" I look at her in disgust. Her eyes are bloodshot and there is a huge wet spot on her arse. "I- I was invited." She says, wobbling in my direction on a pair of heels that I'm sure of her mom would have never let her go out with. "By whom?" Who would even invite her? "Alexis and Damian, they invited me here to replace you." Fury takes over my current mood and with the little bit of alcohol that I've already consumed, it's just enough to make me go crazy.

"Alexis, what the hell? My cousin can't be like me!" I pull her up by her tangled hair and Alexis whimpers. "Well, first of all-" She's interrupted by another flood of vomit that leaves her mouth, landing on a boy and girl who are in de middle of a makeout session. 

"Ewww!!!" The girl yells, tears welling up in her eyes. "What the hell bitch?!" The broad shouldered boy who is the girls ..boyfriend? ... makeout partner? Yells

"Go away, she's mine to kill." I reply harshly. Alexis eyes widen and she drops to her knees, hugging my leg tightly. "Please Jessie, make him go away." She sobs. The boy laughs in an evil tone as he pulls Alexis back up by her hair, like I did a few minutes ago, but a lot harsher.

"What's wrong Barbie? To afraid to get your hands dirty?" He scoffs. "Didn't you hear me? Go away, I'll deal with her." I cross my arms and stand in front of Alexis in a way of protecting her. I don't want her hurt especially when she's drunk.

"Well, if I can't touch her, I'll have to pay you back for it I guess." The guy pulls me up by my underarms and smashes me against the wall. The music stops and everyone in the house seems to be looking at us.

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ooh and i'm going to berlin with school next week (cool right) so i won't update or i won't update a lot. butt if the family i'm staying with has wifi i will if they do not have wifi (i'll slap them... just kidding) i'll just go to mcdonalds (which is like 400 meters away from me omfg :) )

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