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life update

Saturday, April 27, 2019

what's up all like 3 of y'all that read this and to any future readers

how you doin? how've ya been? how's life?

i'm currently sitting in my basement doing literally nothing as my brother rewatches the office and, as you can imagine, i'm quite bored. i love jim halpert as much as the next person, but i'm in the mood to type something. so i figured i'd let you guys know what's up with my life ;)

my life is quite uninteresting, uneventful, and average lmao. don't be expecting any super exciting news or anything

so i recently committed to a college in my home state. as much as i had my heart set on a university in Boston, i'm just not in a place financially where i could make my attendance there a reality. nevertheless, i do like the university i will be attending and i already made a friend there. now i just have to figure out my major and minor...

it's been a difficult process and a tough decision to make and i'm still quite unsure. i don't really have any passions besides traveling and i never connected with any of my classes at school. there was a time where i saw myself majoring in chemistry or health and nutrition, but sadly circumstances evolve. i've been like 80% sure i was going to go into a 3 year accelerated business program for international business because i want to do something that deals with global relations, but i don't know what concentration i would choose or what actual career i would be eventually vying for. on top of that, i've been debating whether or not i want to minor in biology, but i just don't know if i'd be able to handle that work load because of the 3 year program. i could always forget the program and attend college for 4 years, however that's a whole other year of tuition id have to be paying.

it's a whole thing, and it's stressful, so i urge all of you that still have time left to really consider your options. get a head start on college research and tours, find what you really like to do, start saving up money, and APPLY FOR SCHOLARSHIPS!!

moving on from college because that's enough of that shit, my story Noticed only has one more chapter left, ~the epilogue~. i have yet to write it, and i have yet to figure out what will happen in it, so i apologize to those of you waiting for that update 😂

in other news, i have like half a chapter for my other story Royal Pain written because i miss that story. i reread it because i took a pretty lengthy break from it and feel attached to it again, so i'm really hoping to get on a writing grind and push out some content. i'm excited for the story, i have a good amount of it planned out, i just need to execute it and execute it well.

some exciting business going down tomorrow is IM SEEING ENDGAME. IM SO EXCITED YALL HAVE NO IDEA. my friend and i booked tickets to see it a few weeks ago and the soonest date we could get with semi-decent seats was for this sunday-sadly-but nevertheless it's happening!! my brother saw the premier on thursday and i've been avoiding him because he will threaten me with spoilers if i do something to piss him off. siblings, gotta love them

back to school, i sent my family invites to my graduation yesterday because the date and time were finalized. i've also begun planning my graduation parties. this, understandably, has made me very eMo. time really fucking flies. it feels like i just entered high school as a wee little freshmen, and now here i am: older, and still as confused and nervous. it especially sucks because this past school year i finally made a tight group of friends that are all super close and genuine, not fake like other friend groups. i love all of these people with my whole being and the thought of going our separate ways is making me ultra depresso espresso. but it's fine i'm fine everything's fInE.

that's all i can really think to write about atm. i've been tweaking bc blackpink and bts and even nct have all been in the US lately and i'm nowhere near them, so yeah. maybe one day (HAH sure).

for any of you that actually read that, wow, you're a trooper. regardless, i love you all and have a very beautiful day :) ❤️

-sofia