(Y/N)- Your Name
(Y/N)'s POV
I laid in bed a few minutes before my alarm was supposed to go off for school. My heart felt heavy, I felt guilty for not kissing Travis back, but I feel that if I would've done that I would've betrayed someone else.
I placed my hands on my face and took a minute to breathe deeply. Who do I love? Is it Dante? Laurance perhaps? Maybe Gene or is it Travis? It could be Jeffory, Katelyn, or Kawaii-Chan.
My alarm went off, and I'll admit it startled me. I snoozed it, not wanting to get up just yet. I need to decide. Spring Break is coming up, I could figure it out before we get back to school and tell the person who I love that I have feelings for them. I blushed thinking about it. It's terrifying, what if they change their mind and no longer feel the same?
I slowly sat up, resting the palms of my hands on the edge of the bed. I can't be negative! I'll reveal my feelings soon, I have to. I can't keep leading all of them on. I felt myself hunch over a little, feeling nervous. Maybe they don't even like me, am I like able? Am I pretty? I don't usually get compliments, does that mean I'm not attractive? Should I do my makeup every day, would that help?
I sat straight up and looked up at the ceiling. When did I care so much. I sighed. If they like me good, if they don't that's fine. I'll cry for a few weeks, maybe months, heartbroken and with no trust in love or Cupid. I fell backwards onto my bed. Do I have to go to school today, can I miss?
My alarm went off again, earning a groan in response. I sat back up and stood up this time, I can't miss school because I'm nervous about revealing my feelings to them.
I snoozed the alarm again, I walked to my bathroom and washed my face. Once I dried off with a hand towel hanging near by I looked at myself in the mirror. My hair looked a mess, and it would be an understatement to say I looked like I wasn't getting enough sleep. I looked a bit pale, slightly noticeable bags under my eyes and my nose was a bit red.
I sighed. I continued with my morning routine before going to school. Once I was dressed I took a seat I don't of my vanity. Expensive brand makeup I rarely ever use neatly organized against the mirror and along the corners.
"It won't hurt to attempt to put in actual effort today." I grabbed my phone from my pocket and looked up an everyday makeup tutorial. Foundation, (I legitimately blanked out what else people use for makeup looks, give me a sec) concealer, mascara, eyebrow powder, eyeliner, and brushes.
It took me about fifteen minutes for everything not including my eyes, I knew well if I messed up those I'd have a hard time fixing it. Irene help me.
After a few minutes I managed to make two decent wings, sisters not twins. I attempted to organize everything the way it was but it was time to leave, and I think it was my turn to drive.
I grabbed my phone and my bag and went out of my room, I closed my door behind me and started going down the stairs. Today felt like it would be a long day, and the day just started.
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The Ro'Meave Sister
FanfictionA PDH fanfiction, all characters except the main, you, belong to Aphmau. The fanart on the cover belongs to Sharkkisser09 on DeviantArt! Some of the story plots will be using Aphmau's as a base and I will go on from there. Highest ranking as of 6.20...