Fake Smile [Suicidal Villain Izuku Midoryia]

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"Talk about what? There isn't really much to talk about Todoroki." Izuku replied, giving him a bright smile. "Look, are you okay?" Todoroki stared into Izuku's green eyes. "Of course i am Todo! I've never felt better in my life." After anxiety swooped in and gave me a special present thats when i started feeling so alive! "Izuku...roll up your sleeves." He said, grabbing his hands. Izuku quickly yanked them back. "Why? There's nothing to see. Just my arms."
Todoroki shook his head. "If there is nothing under those sleeves, then wjy don't you just show me your arms then?" Izuku's heart began beating faster with each breath. What do I do? I can't let them take my blades away! I can't let them take you away anxiety..you were the only one who care enough to help me!
Izuku shut his eyes and shook his head. "We are done here."
I told you not to go Izuku. It was a bad idea!
I know I know..you are always right. I should have listened.
Izuku began to walk away when Todoroki grabbed Izuku's arm, a yelp of pain came from his mouth. "Let go!" Izuku turned back while Todoroki pulled up his sleeve.
"I knew it..."
"..."
"Midoriya...why..?" He asked, a look of concern on his face. Izuku yanked his hands out of Todoroki's grasp and pulled down his sleeves. "My cat kept scratching me when I wanted to hold him." Was all he managed to say before walking away.

Izuku was completely lost in Momo's giant mansion. He just continued to walk around in silence. Am I crazy?
Of course you are. You always had been crazy Izuku! Don't forget that.
Izuku nodded, yawning during this process. Izuku closed his eyes while walking. Im tired...

Wanna sleep forever? That means we can always be together...

That sounds nice..

Yah!

Izuku yawned once again. He kept his eyes closed, leaning against the nearest wall and sat down. "What do I do when 2 people find out about you anxiety?" He stated allowed.
There isn't anything that could be done Izuku...its all your fault...now I will be dealt with and you will never see me again..unless...you do 1 thing for me. It can keep us together forever.

Izuku sighed and asked himself silently, "What is it..? I want to make it up to you..I...its all my fault..."

I know I know..but for you to make it up to me..you really wanna know?

"Yes."

Kill yourself.

Izuku immediatly stood up and walked around again in silence.

Please kill yourself. We can be together forever. And it can be over and you wouldn't have to worry about anyone hurting you again!

Izuku stopped from where he was walking which god knows where. Will it really not hurt anymore?

Yes.

Izuku stared at the floor for a couple minutes then started walking to the nearest door. "DEKU!"
A familiar voice was heard. Izuku turned to look at the ash blonde boy who ran towards him. "Where the hell are you going?" If he asked that then this is probably the front door.
"Why would you care?" Izuku snapped back. Bakugou stopped infront of his child hood friend, a worried look on his face. "Look I'm really sorry for how I've been treating you this entire time. I never realized....that you would've gone this far.." he trailed off, his eyes fixed on the floor.
Izuku's heart skipped a beat. Should I accept?
Bakugou embraced him into an awkward hug. "Im sorry.."
Izuku pushed him away roughly. "Bugs like you always come crawling back to ex best friends! I don't accept ypur stupid apology! It isn't enough! SORRY IS NEVER ENOUGH!" Izuku yelled in Bakugou's face. Izuku then opened the door and slammed it shut, leaving a shocked Bakugou standing alone.

You did the right thing Izuku.

Izuku ran away from Momo's house and into a sketchy alley way. He ran until he reached a brick wall. "I DON'T DESERVE STUPID ONE FOR ALL!!" Izuku began kicking bags of trash and making then fly in all directions. "PESKY TEENAGER! WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT FOR?! OH YOU ARE GOING TO GET IT NOW!!"
Izuku turned his head, hearing an unfamiliar voice a little away from him. A man with a hand on his face stood before him, intensly scratching his neck nonstop. "Like I give a fuck!" Izuku yelled back and kicked some more trash bags at him, using 1% of One for All. "I GIVE UP ON EVERYTHING! LIFE, BECOMING A DAMN HERO AND YOU! YOUR IN MY FUCKING WAY!" Izuku screamed at the slightly shocked man.
"Ahh you are a student from U.A. I suppose?" The man said, taking a step closer to Izuku. "Why would you care if I was?!?"
"Its just..you seem rather..familiar. You just look like someone I know. Is all. Oh and my name is Shigaraki by the way." Behind that hand stuck to his face grew a grin. A too evil plan has developed in this mans mind and Izuku didn't like it. Not one bit.
"I'm...Izuku. Izuku Midoriya."
Silence had grew between the 2. The sound of the wind and footsteps were heard a little from where Shigaraki and Izuku stood. "If you don't mind me asking about this but, I heard you say something about One for All?" He said with a rather mischevious tone. "And I heard you might be a villain?" Izuku with a sassy attitude. "Yes I am. Would you like to be in the league of villains?" He asked rather straight forward. Izuku quickly shook his head. "Why would I wanna join your stupid villain's league? I will just be treated the same. Yah and this time people would say I can't become a villain." Izuku spoke rathee boredly, he knew there was no point in talking to these people when he knew that he could just make the villain end his life. "Hey, how about you end my life right now? You are powerful correct? You can just kill me. There is no point in talking to someone so useless." Izuku leaned against the wall and shoved 1 hand in his pocket, pulling out a knife. "Here." He said afterward, handing Shigaraki the knife.
Shigaraki stared at it and back at the boy. "Why the hell do you want to die dumbass? Why don't you give poor old villains a shot." He scolded him, taking the knife out of his hands and shoving it into his pocket. "We can make you feel welcomed. And you can get revenge on those people you called you 'hero's' and 'family.' We will make you feel happy and oh don't worry, we will make sure you get anything you had ever wanted. As long as you help us kill AllMight." Shigaraki had said, taking a few more steps towards Izuku and stretching an arm out. "What do you say?"
Izuku thought for a moment.
Do it.
Izuku grinned and took Shigaraki's hand. "I'm in."

I hope you all enjoyed todays chapter!! Im sorry if I hadn't posted in a very very long time!! I was super busy, especially with chores and homework and other house things that I don't feel like explaining and thag shouldn't be explained. Welp, cya guys in the next chapter baii!! ;3