Forever Changed

A Messed up Break-up

*Dillian's POV*

Fuck my life. She left and I let her walk away. I don't know what came over me. Yes she doesn't deserve this but I have to do this. I watched her walk down my drive-way. Should I go after her? No, I should give her some space. Then I can get her back and finish the bet. I really messed up. This whole situation is just messed up. 

As I watched her get into her mother's car and drive off, I felt this new surge of anger. I walked back inside slamming the front door hard and then punched the wall. Fuck that hurt! I don't even know what part I'm mad about. The fact the I have lost my best future, or that I lost her? Shit what am I even saying. I can't have feelings for Sarah. I don't have feelings for Sarah. I'm not allowed to her I don't win. I'm going to get her back and win this fucking bet if it's the last thing I do. She will not be the ruin of me. 

*Sarah's POV*

Once I got to my room back home I broke down in tears. I just don't know what to do. I broke up with him. But I did it for a good reason. Right? I love him. Or was I loving this fake because he was hiding things. Deep down I know he is, but I just don't know what. He said he loved me too, but does someone really love you if they are hiding things from you and changing. Who snaps at their girlfriend and calls them bitch. What did I do to deserve this? I decided to call Abby. She always knows what to say. Picking up my phone from the dresser, I call her.

Ring, ring, ring ring

She picks up after the fourth ring.

"Hey babes! What's up?" Hearing her voice just made me cry more.

"Sarah! What's wrong? Why are you crying? Was it Dillian? I'll beat him black and blue! I swear it." Abby speaks in a rushed and angered tone. That's my best friend for you.

"We broke up," I manage to say between sobs.

"What why?"

"He was hiding things from me. He has started to act different. Not the Dillian I know. He even snapped at me calling me a stuck-up bitch because I was going to leave and let him have some space because he was acting weird and snappy. So I left and broke- up with him because if he thinks so low of me then he doesn't love me like he said he did. Dillian is hiding something from me. I can't be in a secretive relationship. I don't deserve this, do I?" I told her what happened, speaking my mind while still in tears.

"Sarah listen to me and calm down. No you did not deserve any of this! You are one of the kindest, bad ass, beautiful, compassionate people I know with the biggest heart! Don't let this break-up get to you. You will find another guy better than Dillian. He was being a duchebag. You are better than this!" 

"Thank you Abby. But I don't know if I can move on until I can at least figure out what he's been hiding from me."

"Well you did the right thing breaking up with him. And I understand. I will help you no matter what. If that involves helping you solve duchebags mystery then so be it."

"Thank you Abby! I love you! Thank you for being there for me and always having my back."

"No problem, what are best friends forever and ever for sweet heart. Plus you knew I never liked Dillian anyway."

I giggled at that. She really knows how to cheer me up. "Hahaha, yeah I know."

"Lol anywayyyy. I'm coming over and am already on my way with movies, ice cream, snacks and an overnight bag. I don't want you to be alone after a break-up." I can tell she was telling and not asking. That's what I love about her. 

"Aweee. Abby, I love you! Your seriously the best!"

"Duhhh, Sarah tell me something I don't know." 

"Okay here is something, you can sleep on the floor with that statement bestie!" I joke back with her. I can't help it, it's always been our thing. Even in serious situations.

"I'm just kidding, I love you! Please don't make me sleep on the floor? Dude, why am I even begging. I know you wouldn't do that atrocious act to your favorite person."

"You know me too well" I giggle.

"Okay I'll see you soon. Bye, bye for now." With that she hung up.

I walk downstairs to let my parents know. I know they won't care, but I like informing them anyway.

"Hey mommyyy?!" I yell down the stairs.

"Yes Sarah? Are you okay?" My mom yells from the couch.

"Yeah I'll be okay. But Abby said she was coming over to make sure."

"I'm fine with that. I know she will definitely tell me why my only child was crying after leaving her boyfriends house." 

"Well he's not my boyfriend anymore mom. So you won't have to worry about that anymore."

"Well I never liked him anyone. Something was always off about him. No matter how good you described him to be. I have mothers intuition and I'm always right you know!" 

I laughed at that. "Okay whatever you say mom! Love you."

"You know it. I love you too sweet-heart."

Ding-dong

"That must be Abby. I'll get it mom!" I ran down the stairs to answer the door.

"What's babes! I brought all the goods and we are gonna have a fun and cheerful night!" Abby exclaimed

"Wow not even a hello. What shame" I say shaking my head. Abby just laughed in my face.

"Girl we are best friends. Not some once in awhile drop by friends. I'll say whatever I damn please girl. And you love me anyway for it!"

I laughed at that  But she is right. "Your right."

"I know I am. Now let's get going." With that she walked inside and pulled me along behind her up to my room.