Lisa
It's weekend yay! I want to hangout with Chae today. I feel bad leaving her behind yesterday. Well, I'll just ask her out later kapag naglunch siya. It's actually been a while since we hangout.
"Lisa? Have you eaten?" It was Chaeng, bakit maaga to bumalik?
"Not yet, bakit ang aga mo yata?" Baka nagutom lang siguro agad.
"I need to go somewhere, I lost track of time. I need to hurry." Mukang sobrang importante naman ng lakad nito at madaling madali.
"Do you want me to go with you?" I asked her. I badly want to hangout with her.
"No. It's okay. I can manage"
"Okay then. Don't be clumsy, be careful"
I guess, I'll invite Jennie to hangout with me today. Tinatamad akong lumabas, so dito na lang siguro. I texted her, di naman mahirap kausap so pumayag siya agad.
"Why don't you jusk go and tell her you like her?" I asked Jennie.
"I'm afraid of rejection Lis, lalo at alam kong baka di niya matanggap sitwasyon kong ganito"
"Come on Jennie, magugulatin ka at duwag ka din pero huwag naman sa kanya. Kapag bumalik yan ng Korea, bahala ka sa buhay mo"
"Is that suppose to cheer me up?" She glared at me.
"Yes. If you don't want to be like me, you should go ask her out now"
"Well, thanks. I'm glad I found a friend" She rest her head on my shoulder. Sweet din talaga eh. Madalas napagkakamalang jowa ko to eh. Pero no, di kami talo hano.
We just played online games the whole afternoon, I shared many secrets with Jennie. We talked about each other's life and we gave each other advices.
Magpapaalam na sana si Jennie nung nakita namin si Chaeyoung. She is kissing a girl, I repeat A FUCKING GIRL! She told me, she's straight. But whyyyyyyy?
"Lisa, don't look" Jennie covered my eyes as tears fall down.
"Jen, w-why?" Jennie hugged me, I know she's trying to protect me from pain but I still can feel it.
"This is why I told you to be brave Jen. Don't end up like me, I'm a fucking loser" I cried but I'm trying not be loud. I don't want attention.
Yes, I'm in love with Chaeyoung since my last day in Korea. I'm not dating Jisoo unnie. We're trying to joke Chaeyoung but she really take it seriously.
Jisoo unnie is wrong about Chaeyoung's feelings for me. She told me that Chaeng might be feeling the same way, so we tried to joke her that we're dating to see her reaction.
At first, she's quite pissed about it, kaya medyo hopia ako. Pero ngayon? It's clear. She didn't feel the same, and she won't feel the same. She found someone and that's not me.
Umuwi na si Jennie kaya nalungkot na naman ako. Ayoko muna umuwi, I really feel bad. Patapos na yung operating hours ng Chaengu, ayain ko nga mag-inom yung mga bro ko.
"Hi brothers! Tara hangout?" Syempre I acted like walang mali sakin ngayon.
"Hangout o inom?" Tanong ni Jeongyeon.
"Pareho. Tara na kase? Libre ko lahat" Nagtinginan lang sila.
"CALL!"
Pagdating namin, I ordered everything they want. Minsan lang naman to, tsaka may pera naman ako. I'm working kahit nasa bahay lang ako.
"So bakit may paganito ka?" Tanong ni Momo.
"Baka may problema yan, halata naman. Tignan mo nga itchura. Hahahaha" Ito talagang si Sana nakakainis din minsan eh. Buti na lang cute.
"Huwag niyo namang ginaganyan si Lisa, kawawa na nga tignan mo iiyak na"
"Wow, thank you Dahyun ha?" Aba binubwiset pa ko lalo ng nga to.
"It's Chaeyoung right? You love her?" Seryosong tanong naman ni Nayeon.
"What? How did you know?" There is no reason to hide it anymore.
"I just noticed it, I'll never cook everyday for a friend. I'll never stay at a friend's house for so long when I have my own place" She explained.
"Oo nga, kung ako yon? I won't kiss a friend. Pero ikaw maya't maya mo siya hinahalikan sa pisnge eh" Pati ba naman si Mina pansin din yon? I guess si Rosé lang ang walang alam.
"So I'm not a friend Sana unnie? You always kiss me" Tzuyu got all of our attention as she looks at Sana.
"Yah! Tzuyu! Don't say that." Defensive ni Sana, pero bakit kailangan pa maglandian? Kawawa naman baby Tzu namin, sinira ni Sana yung pagkainosente.
"Huwag dito maglandian! May broken hearted!" Hiyaw ko. "Kumain na lang tayo!"
Di nagtagal, pinauwi ko na yung mga kasama kong estudyante pa, at nagpaalam na rin yung iba. Naiwan ako, si Momo, Sana, Jeongyeon at Nayeon. We're going to drink tonight.
"May I get drunk? Please?" I asked them. Now, I don't need to hide my emotions anymore.
"Yeah sure. I got you bro" Jeongyeon tapped my shoulders.
"We got you don't worry. Lilipas din yan. You can cry too" Nayeon unnie smiled at me like a mother.
"If you ever got super drunk, I'll rape you Lisa! Rawr!" Sana shouted and I laughed. She's such a cutie but dangerous.
"WTF is that Sana?" I said still laughing.
"Just want to make you feel better" I'm touched, they really are comforting me.
"Thanks everyone"
"But you can't have many choices about Chaeyoung. I think there's only two choices. You won't confess and you'll be hurt but can stay with her as a friend. Or you can tell her what you feel and risk everything and you'll know how she feels" I can't believe my ears. Did Momo really said those?
"Finally, something worthy came out from that perverted mouth of yours" Jeongyeon clapped her hands as she tried to tease Momo.
After many shots of vodka, beer and soju. I can feel myself getting drunk. I think I'm about to lose my conciousness and --
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Hi everyone! 💕
