Truth That Changed Their Life( COMPLETE)

Part-9(a)

Part-9(A)

"Yes i want you, i want you khushi, i only want you" he harshly leaves her and turned himself due to harshly removing his hand khushi got disbalance  but she somehow manages herself by putting her hand on near by wall.

After managing khushi try to calm down actually wanted to know whats the matter" Arnavji what happen are you alright?"

"No... no no i am not alright i don't know what happened to me when You always keep on roaming behind him( he pointed towards aryan and khushi too looked at that direction)  i feel like why you not roam behind me like this. On your mouth always one name is present Aryan... aryan , i feel like why my 'Ray of hope ' ( he cupped khushi face) yes only and only my 'Ray of hope mouth have only my name Arnavji.. Arnavji my 'Ray of hope ' Arnavji present. And... and from your mouth  my name sounds so.. so different ( he said with a smile).

This was new for khushi for arnav she was His Ray of Hope.

Due to loud voice of arnav aryan started crying khushi hurriedly goes to him, arnav was looking all he also goes behind her. He angrily pulled khushi from her elbow to him thank god aryan was on grass.

" arn..."( khushi got shocked, not by this, today arnav each and every word , action was shocking her )

" aryan's little bit  pain give you so much pain ha.. so much pain  i feel like the way you cares for aryan why don't you cares for me?"

"I feel all these  "he angrily leaves her and turned to otherside

Khushi try to put her hand on his shoulder before she could say Arnav turned back

" After these feelings i feel like  i am cheating neha so to get rid this feelings i  always try to go away from you. Not to let you become my habit so i don't let  you do my work, don't want to wait for me on dinning table  i try to go away as much as possible ".

Arnav roamed his hand on his face.

"But..but i always failed because when i..i try to go away  i always get feeling that going away from my yes only my 'Ray of hope' ( he cupped her face, khushi was standing like stachue  infront of him today she was coming to know which she has never thought) my heartbeat will stop, i starts feeling suffocating . It all feel like without you my life will stop"

."Now when these two months you keep yourself away from me even me too i feel i am living dead body i do not get peace anywhere all the time your thought comes and at the last i got frustrated so i am here. "

Khushi now understood that the reason of his frustration it was  her distance from him. She was happy after knowing that her presence and absence do effects him she effects him. But she don't say anything.

Arnav come close to her cupped her face " khushi you are very smart, you understands feelings very well. I am not understanding what  is happening with me because for the first time  it is happening it not even happen with neha, please tell me what happened to me , aryan who cannot speak (he put one of his hand on aryan ). But you understands him even without his words here i told you whats the matter please tell me what happened to me"

Tears comes in her eyes  this man loves her and don't know he started loving her even he wants she tell him what the matter, arnav saw tears on her face he hurriedly clears tears

"No my 'Ray of hope' please don't cry i cannot bear your tears it always gives me pain. I feel like someone has poured acid on me.and these tears does not suits you only smile suits you" he said last line with a smile.

After his love confession khushi was no more able to control herself khushi hugged arnav happily and  very slowly confessed her love  " i love you too arnavji i love you too even i also get the very same feeling but you have to find  answer of your question by yourself i will not tell you.  Firstly you yourself get cleared, you clear your confusion then i will give you your question answer in the form of my confession that the way you love me you feels for me i also love and feels for you i love you too arnavji . Till then i am happy that you have started loving me that to very much."

Arnav confusiongly looked towards khushi because khushi never hugged him in past and now

"Khushi what happen what the matter and you are still crying i told yo...."

"Nothing arnavji just nothing i am fine. And sorry arnavji i can't help you i don't know what happened to you" with a happy smile she goes from there leaving confused arnav
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Back to present

"On that day i confessed my love even i also don't understand i did this.( he touched her name) and how could i understand because all the time i was in guilt that Neha is still alive,she is in coma without knowing her i have given her divorce and married to another girl ok i married her for aryan but yes i have married other girl without knowing Neha "

He was trying to say which only he himself knows

"I was having guilt but confusion too. And all this always stopped me to atleast try to understand my feelings for you. I keep on thinking all the time that i did wrong with neha but not for once i never thought i did not did that wrong with neha but did completely wrong with you.whatever  i did with was not correct."

"Trust me khushi i never wanted to give you divorce i want to live my whole life with you even as soon as i realized my love for you   i torned these papers which i made for aryan specially for neha even started wishing neha not to come out of coma in this way you will never come to know the Truth and will always live with me  and i will be able to live my life with you aryan and our coming child."

Arnav was saying all of his feelings to paper with a thought he will never meet khushi but he don't  soon time is coming he will be able to say his these words ,he will get chance to open his heart, tell his all feelings openly to his 'Ray of hope'.