"I'm a bad bitch you can't kill me" (Changlix)

Four

...to see he wasn't there.

My heart stopped beating for a second and my eyes widened.

I AM RIDING THE CAR!

I braked as soon as I could when I realized that there was a kid on the street.

"AHHHHHH!!!!!!" I screamed as I was trying to stop the car.

The kid ran away as fast as he could. Strangely, it was silent. Only my shout was heard. The kid was just running away, he wasn't screaming. Everyone around me was staring. No one seemed to care about the little one.

Their stares were blank.

My body decided that I would turn to my right. So it did. The car crashed into a store.

The kid was safe. Everyone turned their back at me and didn't even glance at the kid.

I felt a pain in head. It felt like it was burning.

"AHHHHHHH!!!!!" I screamed as I hold my head with both hands trying to put some pressure on it.

I closed my eyes tightly. After some time, the pain had stopped and my eyes slowly opened. I looked around me disoriented.

The kid, actually wasn't a kid. It was a squirrel.

I noticed that no one was here. The streets were empty, they looked inhabited. No life even thought there was some trees and flowers.

My thoughts stopped when suddenly, a knock was heard from my window.

I shakily turned my head to my left.

"W-where did you go?!" I asked screaming with tears pouring down. I wiped them away and sniffed.

I kept my eyes on his not wanting him to leave.

"You can't do this." He simply said.

"What do you mean?"

He shrugged and opened the door. I hesitantly stepped out of the car grabbing his hand for support.

"You're so cute" he giggled. I decided that I won't react.

He frowned and tighten the grip."what's wrong?"

"You're right... I can't anymore. I'm becoming crazy. I can't stand being in my head anymore! I see things and-and then-

I stopped and looked around.

A shaky breath left my mouth as I directed my gaze to my shoes.

A tear dropped. I cried too much in less than a week.

I wiped it away biting on my lower lip to try and rest calm. I feel lonely. I don't  know where I am. I don't wanna go back home.

I feel weird.

I looked up and stared around. No sound, no one to be seen. Am I alone here!?

Can't be!

I ran towards the store I just crashed in hoping I would see some people.

"He-Hello?" I asked a little unsure.

I knocked on the front door twice but no one seemed to be there.

I punched it and broke the glass.

Why don't we blame me! Why is no one screaming at me!? Why is no one talking to me!

I turned around, my back now facing the door and I slipped down.

My back against the cold glass of the door, my body curved into a ball, my hands around my knees, my head on my arms, I was placed perfectly to CRY.

That's not fun.

I'm becoming a crazy head.

Right now it could be a tree where I'm sitting at. I wouldn't be surprised. I'm used to it.

I'm now crazy.

"You okay?"  Asked a sudden voice which made me grip tightly on my sleeves. I was angry.

"Back off." I scoffed knowing it was the Angel of Darkness. Mister Changbin.

"Look I'm sorry-

"Don't excuse yourself. I'm tired and sick of this shit." I said as calm as possible.

"You want me to stay?"I didn't answer guessing that after, he would let me lonely. "Look, do you wanna come with me now?"

I raised my head to face him. He sat behind me at my right.

I nodded slowly my expression not changing a little bit from the annoyed and bored one.

He sighed and turned his whole body towards me. He extended his hand and waited for me to take it as if it was my answer to 'are you sure?'.

I took it and he got up so did I.

"Look, it's a bit complicated... I'll come back in a few-

He wasn't there anymore.

I sighed and walked away. I don't know where I am going but I know that I'll go far from here. Very far.

It's not like it was gonna change a thing about my mental state. I am crazy.

I started to run. faster and faster. My steps getting farther and stronger. My muscles working hard.

My legs feeling like jelly, my mind telling me to continue but my body refusing it. It aches but I just wanna end it.

I'm gonna run as far, as long and fast as I can till I fall from exhaustion.

Hoping I can continue, I run at the same pace even though my legs don't have enough strength. I don't feel my legs anymore. They just go by themselves.

I started to get dizzy. Not caring about anything than just running, I decided that I would keep running.

I reached my limit, I could barely breath. I started to see stars and everything became slowly darker.

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Who thought I would write that?I go with the flow y'know?

I feel like I'm freeing myself from something...

Dont try to understand....

Eat well ♥️