Loki lovers unite!!!!![Loki X Uke/Seme!Male Reader]

I'm so sorry Loki

This request is from radiosilent!
Might be a bit angsty but Imma sucker for angst!

This will be an Au where Loki isn't directly killed by Thanos.

LET'S GET IT ON!

FTM!Dom!reader x sub!Loki

|M/n pov|
It wasn't supposed to be this way...He wasn't supposed to vanish like this...I was shocked when it happened but even more shocked when I didn't get to say I was sorry.

It started before Thanos came...

Flashback...

Loki and I were always happy together,there wasn't a day were we weren't happy.My twin Natasha used to tease me for falling in love with an ex villain but who wouldn't?He was so miss understood and need to experience some happiness in his life so I went to asgard to help Loki and what do you know,he was just an angsty ass guy who wanted his father's love even when he had his mothers and brothers love.

With special authorization I was able to bring him back to earth to spend his life.

"So this is your midgardian home?It's nice.It's Very...uhh..."

"Very what?Expensive looking?Just because I work for the Avengers doesn't mean I don't get paid and that I necessarily have to live with them,welcome to your new home."I told him how everything works so he wouldn't have to rely on me so much but I didn't mind,we got along very well.

Loki wasn't a needed roommate and strangely craved my attention a lot due to the hellish tricks he would play on me but I never got mad and laughed it off.The tricks stopped when he noticed they didn't bother me much and said I was just like my sister.

It was on day I was working out in my personal Gym with Loki inside as well and he asked me a question I knew would come up.
"What happened to your chest?Did tou get hurt during my childishness?"

"Nah."

"Then what happened."I stopped and went over to him and grabbed a picture.
"Look."Loki studied the picture;of course seeing two redheaded girls.
"Their cute,are they your daughters?"

"Nope,It's me an Natasha.I was biologically a female but I didn't feel like one.So I went through some painful surgeries aka gender reassignment surgery to become the man you see today."Loki eyes sparkle in pure bliss.He said that he was very happy that I found myself.My heat had never been so captive by someone before until now.I asked what he was drawing as I worked out and he showed me.