Chapter Ten

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Season 2 episode 13, and 14

Dakota POV Tuesday

I woke up and my headache came back. I had my water bottle from last night. I took the pills and changed into something comfortable.

I went downstairs and made coffee. The bitter liquid made me stay awake. I saw a note from my dad and it read that he's staying at a business meeting for couple of weeks.

My phone was buzzing and I looked at it. It was from Matthew. I texted her back.

But in honestly I want to avoid her but I guess it's going to be hard. She was going to pick me up.

I sighed and texted that I was ready. I went outside and I saw Brittany's car. I went inside the car but I saw Mack and Trisha. I guess they are good.

I said "Hey Mack, Trisha, and Matthew's". Mack said "Hey Dakota but are you okay". I said "Yeah I'm fine". Trisha said "That's not possible you called Brittany's last name".

I said "I'm fine honestly". Mack said "You can tell me anything Dakota". I said "Of course Mack but I'm fine". I smiled at her.

As we got to school and Mack and Trisha went to class. I told Mack I'll meet up with her in class. I felt someone grabbed my wrist and I looked around and saw Brittany.

I said "Um Matthew let me go". She had something in her eyes and she said "No not until you tell why did you call me by my last name".

People were staring at us. I was really pissed but I calmed myself down. I said "You really want know Matthew's". She nodded and I continued "I have feelings for you and when you dated Than and others it hurt me. But when you said it was a act at the theater I was hurt so there you go Brittany".

She let go of my wrist and said "I'm sorry Dakota but you know I'm straight but I do care about you". I sighed. I was finally broken. Why do I always fall in love with straight girls.

I said "I know but I need some space so please let me go". She let me go and I went to the restroom and looked in the stalls.

Nobody was there and I punched the restroom mirror. I kept punching until I was numb and couldn't feel anything in my knuckles. I crouched down and cried.

I cleaned my tears and wound and I went to my first period. I went inside and sat in the back. I couldn't feel anything anymore.

Mack said "Hey are you okay". I said "Yeah I'm fine Mackenzie". I should push people away it's for the best.

—After class—

As class ended and Mack went somewhere to talk to someone. I walked to my locker. As I was walking I heard "DAKOTA". I looked back and saw Jenna.

Not going to lie she's cute. I waved at her and she walked towards me. She said "Hey Dakota there's going to be a cheer tryout if you want to join". I said "No thank you Jenna".

I faked smiled and she said "Are you okay you look hurt". I said "Maybe but anyways see you later I guess".

She grabbed my hand and said "It's okay Dakota I want to help you". I said "STOP IT NOBODY CAN HELP ME ANYMORE. THERE ISN'T ANYONE WHO CAN SAVE ME ANYMORE".

People were staring at me and I dashed away. As I was running but I didn't see where I was going. Until I bumped into someone. I saw Matthew and he said "Are you okay".

I wasn't okay I was broken that can't be fixed. I was crying and he was holding me and I couldn't do this anymore.

I backed away and I said "I'm fine I have to go". He grabbed my arm and I looked at him and I had tears coming down.

I said "Why do I always fall for straight girls Matthew". He shrugged and he let me go and I crouched down and grabbed my knees.

Matthew said "Dakota tell me what happened". I said "I did it I confessed to my friend but I wasn't surprised she rejected me".

He sighed and I continued "I think I need time away from people". I got up and left the school.

I just went home. I didn't look back.

As I got home and I looked at the time but school ended and I was hurt, broken, and filled with regret.

I should never confessed to her maybe it will be better if I disappeared for awhile.

I looked at the celling counting my waste of space. I got up but I couldn't mope forever. I looked in my closet and try to find clothes to go out.

As I finally got out of the house and walked around the town. I saw the girls having tryouts.

I looked the other way and walked towards Starbucks (Not Spoons) and I got inside and sat down by myself.

I heard the door chime but I didn't look at it. Until I heard "Dakota"? I looked around and saw Jenna.

I said "I'm sorry Jenna I'm really sorry I shouldn't have yelled at you". She said "It's okay you seemed upset. Can I sit with you"?

I nodded and I heard my order and I got up and bought it. I sat down with Jenna and I said "I'm really sorry Jenna it's just I confessed someone and she rejected me".

She looked at me with sympathy and said "Aww any girl would be lucky to have you. I would date you". I blushed and I said "No you wouldn't I'm a person who breaks things and can't fix it".

She looked at me and kissed my check. I was blushing like a tomato and I said "Thanks Jenna". She smiled and she said "Listen we can do whatever you want to do".

I looked at her with shock and I said "Well Jenna would you like to go out with me". She nodded and gave me a piece of paper.

She got up and got her order and bought it but winked at me. I looked at the piece of paper and saw a number.

I immediately texted her. She texted me back.

I was giddy and I left and went back home. It was night and slept on my bed.

—The next day— Wednesday

I did the usual routine and I was happy to get a girlfriend but I was still in love with Brittany.

My head is hurting and I just took my meds. I walked towards my locker and got my textbook and went to my first class.

—3 hours later—

I purposely avoided the girls except in first period because Mack. But I went to hangout with Deandrea because she's cool to hangout.

We we're talking and laughing until I saw Brittany and I was confused. She grabbed my checks and kissed me.

What the actually fuck. I pulled back and I said "What the hell Brittany". Until Deandrea said "Oh shit get some Dakota". I punched her arm and she left.

She said "I know this all of the sudden but I wanted to know and I realized that I'm a lesbian. I think the only reason why I couldn't be with guy long because it didn't feel right".

She kissed me and I kissed her back. I was happy and I didn't was this to end. She said "Listen one week later I'll be at Nationals so wait for me". I nodded and she smiled and left.

—After school—

As school ended and the girls gave me a ride home and I was just happy to hangout with them. But I did text Jenna that we should be friends instead.

I went to my room and slept.

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