You Deserve...(August Alsina FanFiction)

I'll make it up to you

YN POV

I stretched out in bed before opening my eyes. Same thing. My small smile faded because I couldn't feel August. Again!

I rolled over to my nightstand and pulled out some stuff so I can take my shower.

No...we didn't have sex.

But its commen since to take a two showers a day.

But anyway, I grabbed a bra, some panties, a sports bra, and some shorts.

When I was done with my shower I put the clothes on and went into the kitchen. I made myself Pancakes, eggs, grits, and bacon.

I walked into my room with the plate and a cup of orange juice, then I sat on my bed, Cris-cross, and turned the TV on to BET because The Parkers was on.

About an hour later, I heard the door opening and closing. I heard August humming coming up the stairs but I didn't pay him any mind. I was still pissed.

"Ooh it smells good in here Ma. Whatchu Make for Daddy?" He smirked.

What I wanted to says was...

This dick in yo mouth!

...but I knew better so I just kept silent.

"Oh so now you can't hear me?" He asked.

I pretended to laugh at Nicki when she was tryna get with Mr. Olcalvy. Bad mistake.

August slapped me hard on my face. All I could feel was the sting. I couldn't even feel my tears slide down my face.

"DONT FUCKIN PLAY WITH ME YN!"

I was beyond pissed. I sat my food down on my nightstand and got off the bed. I brushed past him and tried to get out the room but he pulled me back and slung me onto the bed.

"August stop!" I said stiffing and holding back all the tears.

I watched him as he unzipped his pants.

"What for Ma?" He smirked.

My eyes went big as all my focus stayed on him.

No, No, No, AUGUST NO!

"Auggy please don't. Don't do this."

"I can do what the fuck I want bitch...now make Daddy happy."

I watched him as he slowly went crept onto the bed.

I closed my eyes hoping this was a dream. But I knew it wasn't went I felt his hands sliding on my inner thighs.

"A-Ahh...August s-s-stop." I said in between moans.

"I know you want it too baby."

He was right. But I didn't want it like this.

He started kissing my stomach, then my neck, then my lips. I couldn't resist. I kissed back with full passion.

"I knew you couldn't stay away." He said breaking the kiss.

I bit my lip and pulled him closer by his shirt.

As soon as I was about to kiss him something stopped me.

He had pink lipstick on his shirt.

Am I that stupid?

Why didn't I smell the cheap perfume?

Why didn't I notice his shirt on backwards?

Why didn't I notice his lips with watermelon flavor?

I let go of his shirt and walked into the bathroom, locking the door. I sat on the toilet with a blank expression.

"Come on baby what's wrong?"

Is he trying to hurt me on purpose or is he really stupid?

"August...Stop!"

"What? What hell you just said to me?"

I was tired of it. I unlocked the door and stepped in front of him. Since I was much shorter than him I had to look up.

August POV

"What? What hell you just said to me?"

A second later she opened the door and stood in front of me. I had to look down cause she was much shorter than me.

"August I am TIRED of your lying ass!"

She pushed me.

"You are a cheat!"

She pushed me a little harder.

"A liar!"

She pushed me onto the bed.

"And most of all an ASS OF A BOYFRIEND!"

Then she started punching me repeatedly. I couldn't feel a thing though. But I didn't feel sorry for myself.

Every time she punched me a tear came out of her eyes.

I grabbed both of her hands from punching me on my chest. She tried to get out of my grip but I wouldn't let her go. I picked her up and rocked her. All she did was cry in my chest.

We do this a lot and every time its because of me. Why do I keep hurting her?

I held her even tighter and just rocked her. Eventually she stopped crying and we both laid on the bed. We didn't say a word we just laid there in silence until I broke it.

"I'm gonna make it up to you."

"August I do-"

I cut her off. "No its my turn. I'm gonna make it up to you OK?"

She smiled. "OK Auggy."

I loved when she called me that.

I kissed her for head and got out of bed to make some plans...to make my baby happy.

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What's August planning?

What's YN thinking about?

Where will they go?

Will it be good? ...or bad?

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Hayyy Alsinas!! How everything? How you feeling? Well I'm doing great! Don't forget to #Pray4August and follow me on Instagram @therealaniyah

Love you,

-Niyah