Mistakes

Thirty two

"I wish I could come" Jason says and kisses my forehead

"Me to" I squeezed him tighter

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After finishing my audition for modelling I walked out slowly and got in an Uber with my mom.

We got to my home and there was my dad walking in with shopping bags. I followed him in with my mom and the house was tidy again. The sun was shining threw the porch and I didn't understand.

It was like this place was never a mess. My mom was as taken back by the sight as me but she didn't show it once my dad had noticed us.

"Your home" he said and pulled me in to a hug.

"Um...yes but..." he cut me off

"Shhh I'm going to cook food, would your mom want to join us?"

"Sure" I said and my mom pulled a face but I raised my eyebrows warning her it was for me.

"You should take a shower change and then we can talk while eating?" My dad suggests

"Yeh mom can you do me a favour?"

"Yes what do you need?"

"Can you go to the shop and buy some girl things for me?"

"Oh of course" she says and grabs the keys.

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After I dried my hair I slide on clothes and went and joined my parents.

"So how was the audition?" My dad asks

"It was good"

"Just good?"

"Yeh just good"

"Why so?"

"I don't know I liked it but maybe it was just something I wanted to do and don't want to do anymore"

"So I got you that audition for nothing what if you get it?"

"Mom I didn't ask for you to get I and I didn't say I wasn't going to do it I just haven't made up my mind"

She rolls her eyes and my dad scoffs at her. The front door slowly opens and my sister walks in with.... j... her boyfriend I forgot his name.

She sat down and spoke to my dad but my mom stared at me while eating which put me off.

I slide out of my chair and emptied my food in the trash then putting my dishes in the sink. I made my way upstairs and grabbed my phone connecting my earphones and blocking out everything but the soft voice running threw my ears.

I grabbed my backpack and ran down the stairs and out the house. I don't care where my mom goes, I don't care where my dad goes I am not in a good mood and right now there's only one person who I can see.

I opened the door and there sat Chase with a red headed girl.

"Not good timing!" He says and I roll my eyes while slamming his door on my way out.

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I woke up and it was Monday, my mom went home, everything was back to how it use to be and I was back in Los Angeles.

School was slow, I avoided Chase and the text messages of him, I don't know why I just did. I then decided to go see my friend Sophia.

Me and Sophia talked and I made a lot of decisions in those past few hours on how to make myself happier.

So that's when we decided to put my plan in to action, I hope this all works I mean it's for Jason but fuck it right? I have one life so I should do everything I get the chance to do.