1 month later
Chresanthos pov-
I sat at home thinking on my bed. My head in my hands. My hands sweating. My body acheing. My nose hurting. Dry tears against my face. I honestly did like Renae. I think I.....I think I loved her. But its to late. She dosent care anymore. And I mean why should I care. It's not like we could be together anyways.
The point is,im tired.
The beatings.
Flashback
"NIGGA DONT EVER TALK ABOUT MY GIRL" he screamed in my face.
"Can you get out my face please" i said camly.
He smirked and pushed me on the floor. They all began kicking me in my stomach. They began to punch me in my stomach. They went in my pockets and found my backup contacts. Yes I wear contacts. They dumped um on them floor and kicked um around. They chuckled and walked off.
Flashback over
The verbal abuse
Flashback
"A BIG LIP BOY, YOU STILL WANNA DROOL OVER MY CAR" he said laughing. His girlfriend Tammy got out the car.
Flashback over
The mental abuse
Flashback
"No one will ever love your retarted ass big lipped boy. Your just a worthless peice of shit, thats why your daddy left you" Jacob screamed in my face.
(Not in the story)
Flashback over
I cant do it anymore. Because the more they say this crap. The more I tend to believe it. There killing me slowly.
I got up and walked to my laptop.
I logged into my facebook and went to the record a video button.
I clicked record and sat there.
"Hey, I am Chresanthos August and....I cant be on this earth anymore. I love the world. But not the creatures in it. The way im bullied. I know everyone at our school sees it. The way im talked to, and treated. Im sorry. I cant take it anymore. I guess your all gonna be satisfied. Im gone. Bye yaw" I said
I posted the video on the school's page so everyone can see it.
I got up.
By world.
I grabbed the full bottle of Asprin.
Renae pov-
I laid in my bed with my hand across my face. What is wrong with me? Saying those hurtful things to Chresanthos. I tried to prevent him from getting bullied, but I became the cause. I dont know how to feel. Bad? Of course. Sad? of couse. Mad at the fact im a hypocrytical bitch? Very.
Something deep down inside me said to drive over to his house. Something inside me.
I sat up to grab my car keys, then my phone lit up.
It was a alert from are school page. It was a video.
"Hey im Chresanthos,-"