Ok im sorry for this maybe,sad chapter :(
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Tammy pov-
I walked to the dock and sat down. I looked down at the water and saw my reflection.
I kicked the water to erase my reflection.
I looked out unto the water and smiled.
Im sorry world.
Im sorry mom.
Daddy.
Baby sis, Fendi.
The babys life that I took.
And most importantly,
Jacob.
I was obviously annoying.
Ovioubsly stupid.
Was to fat.
Talked to much.
I could have stopped.
But I didnt.
And im sorry.
I dont no why im here.
Im just giving up now.
No point in trying when im obviously imperfect.
Because the more I cry with Jacob, and beg God for someone to save me.
It dosent happen.
And im done.
WIth the hurt.
WIth the lies.
The tears.
The bruises.
Starvation.
Burning sensations in my cheek.
Im done.
I love you world.
Very much.
And God,
It's not your fault.
At all.
I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me, for what I am about to do.
I stood up and looked at the water.
I smiled and jumped far into the water.
Squirming for air.
Drinking the water to help drown myself.
Then it happend.
I was dead.
Bambie pov-
I breathed as I looked into the mirror.
Am I really ugly like Raquan sais.
Am I really stupid.
Annoying.
Retarted.
No ass.
Pink hair die getting to my head.
Did I deserve those slaps to the face?
Or when Raquan cut me under my breast and I told my mom and dad a girl at school did it.
When he threw me down the stairs and I broke my ribs.
When he locked me in his room for a whole week with no water or food.
He didnt care.
He said I was to skinny, and sense I liked being skinny, why not have no food for a week.
Im done.
I needed someone to save me.
Being with that other guy Indigo saw me with made me feel loved for once.
But thats over.
Im done.
Goodbye.
I dont care anymore.
Im giving up.
And I guess, this isnt it.
I hope God forgives me.
Goodbye world.
I jumped off the chair and squirmed.
I then relaxed and I was happy.
I was gone.
(a/n) Hope yaw like! :)
Are yaw sad.
Awwwww, hope you played the music on the side.
Ill update foreal this weekend.
