The Boy Next Door // Changlix

| Chapter 19 |

**Warning- Abuse and Strong Language mentioned in this chapter

Felix P.O.V

The next morning I got dressed for my date. I walked to the café where I was suppsoed to meet her. I walked inside and saw a girl sitting down by herself at a table. I sat down in front of her.

"Felix?"

"Yes I'm Felix. Hi."  I said to her trying to remember her name.

Sorry not sorry.

"Hi Felix! How are you?" She said smiling brightly

"I'm good Hae Joo how are you?" I asked.

"It's Hye Ji." She said glaring at me. "And I'm great!" She said smiling.

"You're so cute!" She said smiling and pinching my cheeks. "You're freckles are adorable!"

"Thanks Hae Joo." I said smiling, although the smile was forced and not genuine.

"Hye Ji." She said glaring at me again and crossing her arms.

"Hye Ji. Right. Sorry." I said my smile turning into a slight frown. I didn't really care about her so I didn't bother trying to remember her name.

Throughout the date she was really touchy and kept touching my hair and my face and complimenting me. I wasn't enjoying any of it. To be honest tgroughout the whole date as she was speaking I kept thinking of Changbin. I would do anything to rather be with him then sitting with her on this date. I couldn't get my mind off of him. When the date I was finally happy and relieved.

"Okay Felix I have to get going now. Today was nice. I hope we can go on another date!" She said smiling and hugging me.

I hugged her back but barely.
"We'll see." I said. "Bye Hye Ji." I finally got her name right. Probably because I was happy the date finally ended.

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"How was your date?" Changbin called asking me.

"Horrible. Terrible. The Worst." I went on and on before Changbin cut me off.

"How was she?" Changbin asked.

"Don't even get me started. She was sooo annoying, clingy and touchy. She didn't stop speaking the whole time and all she did was touch me all over. It was really annoying. I wanted to run out of there so bad."

"Aww I feel bad for you. That sounds exhausting."

"It was.... To be honest I was thinking about you the whole time..." I confessed softly to Changbin.

My heart raced and my face heated up.

"Really?" Changbin asked softly.

"I miss you Changbin." I said.

"Come to my house." He said and as I hung up the phone I ran to him.

He came out his house and we ran to each other. I threw my arms around his neck, hugging him when we approached each other. He wrapped his arms around my waist, hugging me back.

"Want to go to the park Felix?" Changbin asked smiling at me.

"Sure!" I said excitedly, smiling back.

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We spent almost 3 hours at the park, just talking and having fun. The whole time I could not stop admiring Changbin. His cute laugh, his sexy voice when he speaks, and his beautiful smile. Everything about him was adoring to me.

We finally sat down on a bench. The same bench we were at the night I was kicked out. I thought back to that day.

"Changbin I want to thank you for everything. For always being by my side and making me smile." I said lookimg him in the eyes and smiling.

"I will always be here for you." He said as he leaned closer and pulled me into a hug.

Suddenly I heard someone scream my name...

"Felix! What are you doing?" I heard my dad's angry and piercing voice behind me. I turned around and saw his face, flashing red. He came up to me and pulled me away from Changbin.

"Why are you still talking to thay boy? You're coming home right now." He said dragging me by the arm. He was too strong for me to resist.

Changbin got up and ran to me.
"Felix wait!" He said desparate to get to me.

"No Changbin it's okay don't come here. I'm okay." I said, my voice shaky. I didn't want him to get hurt by my dad too.

Changbin stopped running and watched me get dragged away by my dad, tears forming in his eyes. My dad pulled me all the way to our house. When we got inside he pushed me against the wall.

"Nothing is helping you huh? Did you even go on that date?" He asked loudly.

"I did! I swear!"

"So even that didn't help you stay away from that boy. No matter what you say I can tell you like him. It is obvious." He said, yelling at me.

"Okay! Fine. I am! I'm gay. I'm gay dad!" I said angrily screaming in his face.

My dad got quiet for a second before he punched me in the face. His rings leaving scrapes on my face.

"I knew it. You're gay and worthless, you piece of shit." He said leaving me on the floor with a beat up and scraped face. I started to cry on the floor, unable to move.

I'm gay and I like Changbin. Does that make me worthless and undeserving of a normal life? I said softly to myself.

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