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Life #6

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I feel so damn empty

I'm so scared

I'm trying not to fall back into another deep and dark period. I don't know what to do.

I wish I could say something. I'm afraid my parents will be afraid of me. I just, don't know anymore.

I have amazing people to talk to but I feel like even just saying a single thing will turn everything around.

I think my parents are noticing the same thing that's has been happening when in was in my worst state of depression.

I just hate that feeling that I might do something. I really can't take anything more in my head.

School is completely out of my head and I want it to be the first priority but it won't be until all this stops. I really want it to.

I really want to explain what's happening to my mom. But I'm scared that she's scared of me.

My chest hurts so much from all the stress and anxiety in me.

I want out. I only have less than a month to get over this period.

I need to fight it somehow. I need to prove to myself that I can get through it and that every year won't be the same.

I need that.