OKAY SO I TOLD HIM BUT HES NOT ANSWERING
HE WAS ACTIVE WHEN I TOLD HIM
YALL IM SCARED FOR MY LIFE
WHAT IF I SCARED HIM OFF
THIS IS WHY I DIDNT WANT TO COME OUT OVER MESSAGES
I HATE THIS
LIKE I CANT SEE HIS REACTION SO I CANT TELL IF HES ACCEPTING OR DISTURBED OR OVERWHELMED WITH ALL THIS INFORMATION
IM TRYING SO HARD NOT TO CRY
CAUSE IF I CRY MY DAD IS GONNA ASK AND IF HE ASKS THAT MEANS MY DAD IS PROBABLY GONNA DISOWN ME AFTER KNOWING I LIKE GIRLS TOO
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ITS BEEN 10 FUCKING MINUTES AND NOTHING
THIS IS TOO MUCH FOR ME
IM ACTUALLY CRYING
IMMA JUST IGNORE HIM TOMORROW LIKE I ALWAYS DO
WHY DO I PUT MYSELF IN THESE SITUATIONS
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