Two Ways

She Knows She Is Deteriorating

He left her

This wasn't the first time

She fought her ass off

To get him back last time

But deep down she knows

He will never want her back

She sent pictures to him

They talked about marriage

Two nights before he

Broke her again

Unexpectedly he shattered her

She's always been broken of heart

But now she's broken of soul

Broken of mind

Broken of spirit

Broken of hope

Broken of desire

Broken of determination

He promised her forever

But forever must mean

A few weeks

She promised him

Never again

But now she wants to slit her wrists

The only desire she is not vacant of

Is death