Depression, abuse & Self harm.

Hospital again.

Beep, beep, beep.

I could feel myself waking up, coming back. I let my eyes flutter open, I could see blinding lights, everything was blurry for a couple of seconds until everything became clear. All I could see was white walls and 2 windows. One looking outside and another looking into a corridor. Until I realised where I was. I was in hospital.

Everything started flashing back to me. I remember being abused by my mum, dad walking in and then .... Running up stairs and ending up in hospital.

I looked around and no one was in the room but me. I sat up and looked at my arms. A tear left my eye when I saw them. My arms were fully red.

I stood up and walked over to the table where I saw a letter. it read:

Paris, The doctors have examined you and have said you can come home today. I will be here to pick you up at 6:00 p.m. Love you. xx

I looked at the clock in the room and it read 2:00 p.m. So I have 4 hours to get ready and have something to eat. I saw a bag on the chair that was in the hospital room and saw that there was some clothes in it. I went to the bathroom and got changed then headed out to the café to get something to eat and drink. as I got to the café I sat down and ordered a hot chocolate and a fruit salad.

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I looked at my clock ad it was now 4:00, I decided to go pack the rest of my stuff and make my bed, then Head out of the hospital early and just walk home.

I got out of the hospital and started walking home, I was still a bit hungry so I stopped in at the dairy.

"Um excuse me, may I please get a plain meat pie?"

"Sure love, that will be $2.80."

"Thankyou."

With that I walked out and continued my journey home. when I got home I went straight upstairs. I was walking to my room when I heard mum and dad fighting.

"I don't want her. She useless."

"Don't say that hun. she's our baby."

"Our baby, you take her, I'm getting a divorce with you, I don't want to see you ever again ,Unless you punish her too I will not stay with you. Could you imagine how much fun we could have with her. We could beat her, you could rape her. You know."

"That's it I'm done. How could you even think that. Are you high right now. Is that a bong in the corner over there."

"Whatever."

I can't believe mum would say that about me. Just then dad stormed out of the room and ran to the kitchen and grabbed something from the medicine cupboard. then ran up stairs.

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