Hi!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm SO stressed about this whole Simon situation.
Ale and Milly both think I've done nothing wrong.
Idk. I'm gonna shower. Get out of Simon's pants lmao. I'm just. Genuinely upset and don't know what I've done wrong. I texted him an hour ago asking how he was doing and if we could meet up and talk but he hasn't opened it yet.
I hate fighting with people. I'm so confused by what exactly I did ??? I don't know if I should let him go because that's what he seems to be pushing for or if I should hold on tighter cause he's in a bad place.
I'm just so confused. Wish he would open my snap lmao.
God I hate his therapist so much. He needs a better one. One that doesn't make him miserable and push everyone away after every fucking session. Like it's rough stuff but surely this can't be healthy? To come out of every session upset and alienated?
Just got a notification that ale is typing. I'm glad they're talking to me at least. Being my friend and letting me be their friend.
Idk I'm really upset about Simon.
It's been like this since right before spring break. It's just. Stressful. Wtf am I doing wrong.
