His Girl

Chapter 6

Chapter 6

Waking up the next morning, we head out in search for coffee and Letti is sitting at the table with breakfast in front of her. I walk over and kiss the top of her head and she says "Morning Mami." Smiling I say "Morning Mija." before taking the seat next to her. "Morning Papi." she says to Coco and he just smiles and kisses the top of her head. Chucky walks over with two more plates and puts them in front of us. I look at the food and pick at it. "You okay Princessa?" I look up at Coco's concerned face. "I'm fine Novio. Just not real hungry." I say. "You need to eat." he tells me. I kiss his lips softly and make myself eat. Coco has been amazing to me but I still feel uncomfortable in my own skin. I look in the mirror and all I see is fat but he says I look perfect. It takes everything I have not to hide from him. I decide I need to do something and fast.

Bishop walks in and says "Come on Coco. We're headed to Vickie's." Coco kisses me softly and says "I love you." I smile softly and say "Love you." but don't look him in the eyes. "Be there in a second." he tells Bishop and they all walk out to wait on him. "Come on." he says and he pulls me down the hall. "What's going on and don't tell me nothing." he says. "Just in my own head. Go. The guys are waiting on you." I tell him. Then it hits him. "My Reina, don't think like that. You're perfect." he says before kissing me. I just nod. "Bebita, I don't want anyone but you. You're it for me." he says. "You're going to a whorehouse Johnny." I say. "And will be the only one not hooking up with someone. I. Don't. Want. Anyone. But. You." he says in between kisses. I snuggle into him but still have that worry in the back of my mind. "You should go." I whisper. Nodding, he kisses me one more time. We walk out to the main room and he whispers something to Letti. After he walks out she walks up to me and asks "You okay Mami?" I nod and say "Yeah baby. Just in my own head. I'm okay." I tell her. She snuggles against me and I just hold my daughter but the thoughts are still in the back of my mind.

That evening, the guys come walking in and Letti is sitting at the bar reading a book. "Where's your mom?" Coco asks. "Dorm. Said she didn't feel good." she tells him. He kisses her temple and says "You should head to bed." She nods and does as she's told before he walks into the dorm. I am laying in the bed with my back to the door and just laying there. The tears had finally stopped. I feel the bed dip down and he wraps his arms around me and I smell it. Perfume. I pull away from him. "You should shower." I tell him. He looks at me confused and I say "You smell like perfume." He looks at me and says "I didn't do anything." I nod and he heads to the shower. I feel more tears falling and I get out of bed, slip on my shoes and grab my bag. I head out of the clubhouse and Bishop asks "Where are you going?" I don't look at him but say "Need some air." before walking out the door and to my car. I pull off of the lot and go for a drive.

Coco gets out of the shower and walks into the main room. "Anyone seen my Old Lady?" he asks. "Said she needed some air. She left." Bishop tells him. "Shit." Coco says. "What happened?" Creeper asks. "When we were at Vickie's, one of the girls kept trying to rub up on me and I kept telling her I wasn't interested. I guess she could smell that whore's perfume." Coco says. "We gotta find her. Before we left, she was already feeling like shit. She falls down that rabbit hole..." Coco says and Creeper cuts him off. "It's gonna be bad brother. I know my sister. This shit ain't good." They head out the door and Coco tries to call me but I click ignore. Creeper tries to call me and after the fifth call from each of them, I answer my brother. "I'm fine. Just going for a drive." I tell him. "Where are you?" he asks. "I'm fine. Just let me have some space." I say. "No. You're not getting space. Where the fuck are you?" Creeper asks. I look out over the horizon and the tears start to fall again. "I'll be home soon." I say before hanging up.

I sit out there for about an hour when I hear a bike pull up. I don't look up because I know who it is. "I can't believe you remember this place." Creeper says. I don't say anything. "We need to talk." he says as he sits beside me on the hood of my car. I still don't say anything. I just wipe the tears that have fallen. "When we went to Vickie's..." he starts and I stop him. "What he does is his business, not mine." I say. "Don't do that shit. You're his fucking wife. But sis, he didn't do anything. One of the girls was pushing up on him and he kept telling her that he wasn't interested. She wouldn't take no for an answer so he got in her face and said he has a wife, not Old Lady, wife, and that you were all he wanted. She finally got the message and left him alone. That's why you could smell the perfume on him. She wouldn't leave him alone until he finally had to be an asshole." he tells me. "You swear?" I ask. "I wouldn't lie to you. You know that." he tells me. I lean over on my brother and he says "You know all that shit Brian used to say was shit right? Coco doesn't even see anyone else. He fucking loves you kid." he tells me. "I love him too but I just keep hearing that shit running through my head. How do I get right?" I ask. "I don't know kid. But you can't keep running when shit gets to you. We won't let you fall down that hole again. I almost lost you once and I won't let it happen again." he tells me and I nod. We sit there for a few and he says "I'm calling your Old Man, letting him know you're okay." he tells me and I nod. After he talks to Coco, he says "He wants to talk to you." I take the phone and say "Hey." I hear him sigh and he says "Mi Reina, I wouldn't hurt you like that. I know the shit you're thinking and it ain't true. Te Amo mi amor." he tells me and the tears fall again. "Te amo." I say back. "Come home. Please." he says softly. "Yeah. Okay." I say.

My brother follows me back to the clubhouse and when I get out of my car, Coco is waiting there on me. He walks over and crashes his lips with mine and when we come up for air, there are tears in both of our eyes. "You're mi reina. No one compares to you. You hear me?" he asks. I nod and he pulls me closer. The guys give us some privacy for a few and he cups my face. "I married you. I'm raising my kid with you. You are all I want and I would give up everything for you." he tells me. "I'm sorry Johnny. I just can't get out of my own head." I tell him. "I know. But we will get there and we'll get there together." he tells me as he pulls me closer. "Let's go say goodnight to the kid and head to bed." he says and I just nod before we head inside, check on Letti and head to bed. Once in bed, he pulls me into his chest and holds me close, telling me how much he loves me and wants me. How much he needs me.