Boundaries ➳ z.m. au

seven

Jessica Wilson

After taking a nap, I quickly change to an over-sized shirt and a ripped black jeans. I tucked my shirt in it and tied a jacket on my waist if the climate gets cold. I walk downstairs to see my mom and Connor.

"Hey! where are you going?", Connor asks. He's playing fifa with the play station and my mom walked in the living room.

"Uh..i'm just going to take a walk..I'll be back before dinner, I promise.", I'm about to open the door when mom talks.

"Are you sure you're okay sweetie?"

"Yeah, you seem a little bit off.", my brother also asked.

"I'm okay, I just need...air.", I said my goodbyes to them and walk outside.

I've been walking for half an hour now and I didn't know that i'm outside of our village now.

As i predicted, it get cold. I untied my jacket and slip into it. This jacket is really so warm. Zayn gave it to me last two years when I turned 17.

Geez Jess! don't think about him!

I decided to walk to the nearest cafe which is Starbucks and Zayn and I's usual.

Ugh! why can't you just please stop thinking about him! just this time!

"Welcome to Starbucks ma'am! What's your order?", the girl behind the cashier who i see in the tag named Alex, joyfully greet me.

Why does everyone seems so happy?

Then there's me crying my heart out because my best friends wont talk to me. But why am I being depressed with just a small thing? We really know that anytime now we can be back at old times. I guess I need not to think about it right now and just be alone and maybe talk to someone.

"A hazelnut frappuccino please" , I slightly smile to her.

"Your name ma'am?" asked the girl.

"Jess.", I slightly smile after ordering. I sat near the glass window and wait for my order to come. I busied myself with my phone and came to a message from Harry.

-Are you okay? Zayn came to me and told me what happened. H.xx

I didn't reply and just open my twitter instead which is full of quotes.

"Sometimes you really need time to be alone."

Unexpectedly, I saw Ansel came in. He gaze around the cafe as if there's someone he knows in here. His eyes darted to mine and he smile.

I guess i'm not going to be alone right now.