Justin Bieber Imagines (Request Closed)

Jason McCann Imagine (Sad)

{Imagine Jason comes over to try to get you back but hes loopy and not right in the head and you find out he took a half of bottle of antidepressants}

(Y/N's) P.O.V

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I sat on the couch what was taking Jason so long to get here. He had called 2 exac hours ago??- Cutting me off from my thinking there was a large bump at the front door.

I stood up and ran to the door and opened it. "Oh my god Jason!" I screeched lifting his 6 foot figure up and pulling him into my home. 

"B-baby is that you?" He cried. Wait! He was crying?! Something's wrong!

"Jason what's wrong with you?" I said frowning and laying him on the couch. "I'm so sorry!" He wailed as I shook my head lost at what he was saying. "Jay please tell me what's wrong!!" I screamed as I saw his eyes slowly close shut and it looked as if he was going pale.

I jumped up running the to kitchen and got the first bottle of water I saw. I came back and opened it pouring it on his face which made his eyes come open but the color from his face was still gone. "C-car.." He whispered tears still streaming down his  face. I got up quickly and ran to his car outside.

I went into the open car door and what I saw killed me inside. There was a note and a empty bottle of...antidepressants.

"Oh god.." I whispered as I read the note.

This is for the best (Y/N) I know what Im doing maybe stupid but I love you to much to let you go. What we had was my heart and soul. I can't figure out how to get you back but I know you've always wanted to walk into the sunlight together. So I'll proceed that journey on my on. I may not have been the best boyfriend but I want you to know I tried. Me being me made it hard for us to do the things you wanted to do. I'm sorry, but I half to to do this. Just remember.. I loved everything about you and you were the reason I lived.

Xxxx

Love you,

                 Jay

I screamed from terror and ran into the house to see Jason passed out on the couch andmit didn't look as if he was breathing. Not knowing what to do, I dropped to my knees and screamed out of pure horror and fear of him leaving me.

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Jason's P.O.V

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I heard as her sobs and screams slowly faded. This was it. I was finally leaving. I never thought it would be by the hands of my own. I watched as light came into to contact with me and smiled.

The sun.. I thought. I told her in my letter I'd do it for her. Something she always wanted to do. "I love you." I whispered looking down on her. The sight broke my heart but at lease I couldn't hear her.

This was my ending, walking alone in the sun. I hated the fact that I didn't try but something just told me I should do this.

I found myself right infront of the sunlight. Im finally leaving that horrid life and starting one for eternity.

One foot....and another foot. Then everything that has happened in my life started playing in my mind. My child hood, my parents, foster care, Ralph, Alex, all the innocent souls I ended, Y/N's and I relationship, and everything on after. I was gone and there was no looking back.

And I'm happy that the last thing I was was my beautiful ex girlfriend.

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I KNOW ITS SAD!! I HAVE JUST BEEN HEARING SO MANY SUICIDE STORIES LATELY AND I JUST CANT!

We're to young to die. We shouldn't pick an choose when we wanna go.

Everyone has a timed planned and god knows when.