Hope not (Jinsoo)

4

Jisoo's POV

People surrounding me, I hate it. Being popular but I am just kinda uncomfortable. I am with Jennie as we are talking to each other.

"Jen, do you think I should meet Jin again?" I asked her and Jennie looked at her shock. "Why Unnie? Isn't he your ex already?" She asked me.

"He is, he is my ex. Because in our house there is a letter from him and saying that. I am thinking but I think my heart wants but my mind is saying that isn't it enough that I broke his into pieces but a part is saying that this is just his revenge to you. I don't know what to do! I can't even looked into though's two eyes of his like playing innocent is my game but pretending not to be hurt is hard. It's just I can't do it by myself anymore Jennie, what if I just jump to a cliff?" I said while my tears are falling.

"Unnie, like Chaeyoung said killing yourself because your life is a mess. Is bad Unnie! You know that you will just end up to hell. You know that you still have many missions in here. Unnie, you said you will never leave us alone. Unnie, I can't live without you. Unnie, even we are now adult's. Unnie, it's hard without you because you we're the one whp stand up as our mother and father because the man that mom said is always busy. But you all fill it. Unnie, it's hard to lose a love one I know you've already feel it we already feel it. It's just Unnie it's hard." Jennie said while wipping her tears.

"You know that will end up to hell because we already killed so many people. We've already created so many sin's would God still forgive us. Our sin's is like a stack of billion's of money, it's in a stack. Should he forgive us even we are sinner's. Jennie, I can't live to this life anymore. I want to show to God or to Mom and Dad that we are good people. I want to live in normal life with a happy lives with us and with a peaceful life not living with bloody hands and killing is just a hubby to us. It is not easy for me. At least before I die I want to live normal and I don't want you guys to be killed by a Mafia." I said and wishing they would agree to my wish.

"Even, one day. Please, just one day." I said as tears are falling. Jennie and our maknae's hugged me tightly. "Unnie, just one day even we quit it would be more fun." Lisa said with a smile to her face.

"Do I really deserve you guys to be my sister's?" I asked and we all broke our group hug. "Unnie, I will request a meet to Sajangnim and wish a one month break for you guys." Jennie said and I nod and smiled warmly.

"We are the Kim sister's no one will break us a part." We said at the same time. And we just laughed at our own telepathy.

"Unnie, do we have some new mission?" Lisa asked and that made me think. "Uhm, mission? I think it's cleaning our house because it's kinda messy." I asnwered. "Ugh~ Unnie!" Lisa whined and I just laughed at her.

"Okay, fine. But you have to clean your rooms and do your own laundries then I will ask sajangnim if we have a new mission." I said and they nodded. I smiled that I have a sister's that grew up well even though we don't have a any parent support.

"Hey," Someone greeted at my back and I turned around. "Hey, Jin." I said and I wore a fake smile. "Do you have a answer to my question." He asked me. "Your so straight forward but I want to say this to you." I stopped and I took a deep breath.

"What is it?" He asked with a little curiosity. "Uhm, isn't enough that I've hurt you many time. You deserve someone better than me. It's not like I am not agreeing but think about your own question to me because if you got hurt you say it's my fault so just say it to me if it's clear." I said to him that made him think deeply.

As I walk out with my sister's and got out the crowd. That left the Bangtan member's dumbfounded to what just happened. As we left and started to split ways. 

As our class the ended. We all meet at the canteen for lunch. "Unnie,there is a bad news." Jennie said. "What is it?" I asked and they teary eyes. "Someone died." Lisa said.

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Authors note:

Hi guys. This chapter maybe short but I will make it to you guys. Blinks, our gift for they're third anniversary. Let's reach 1 billion views in ddu-du-ddu-du.

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