Mental Dishonesty

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Dayvon POV
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"I wasn't answering your calls because I was with someone else." I confessed

"Hold up cause it sound like you trying to tell me you was fucking some raggedy hoe, which was more important than me, is that what you saying right now Dayvon?" Blessin asked me in a confused yet furious tone.

"Look babygirl I'm sorry and I didn't think that you'd be calling because of some shit like this. I don't expect for you to just up and forgive me I know it'll take time especially with us supposed to be working our way towards something and me not staying true to you but I want you to know I do feel terrible about not being there for you in your time of need. Hopefully you can forgive me over time I love you Blessin and I don't wanna lose you but I understand if you're hurt and wanna take a break from me for a while but I'm not letting you go. I need you." By the end of my little speech she was balling tears. I really do love that girl shit I love her more than I love myself I never thought I'd be the one to fall in love, but this girl got me blinded in love and I love the feeling. I just hope she can forgive me so we can continue working on this relationship. Over these past couple months we been getting to know each other and spending time together I've grown a need to see her, hear her voice, and feel her touch. Blessin really make me a better man and I love her for that.

"I'm not mad I don't think, it just hurts because you told me that you were gonna stop with all the hoes Dayvon, you said you wanted to be with me and I asked you to drop all the hoes and we could work our way towards being together so for you to go and do it anyways not to mention you ignored me when I needed you just to get off a lil nut. But I'm not mad you wasn't there to save me I mean that isn't your job I just felt like the reasoning behind it is what's fucked up. I do need some time, but don't feel bad it's not your fault." She said.

"I can respect that, but I can't lose you girl I'll give you space but, I can't give you too much space to where you fall out of love with me." I spoke sincerely.

"I'm not Dayvon, I love you too much too let this come between us I believe we could work this out but right now is just not the time." She said and it kind of broke my heart.

I kissed her forehead before leaving. My mom called me saying that she needed to talk to me and that it was urgent. Pulling up to my mom crib I seen an unfamiliar car parked in the driveway.

"What's up mama?" I asked confused seeing a woman on the couch that resembled her a lot.

"Hey, Dayvon sit down for me please." My mom said to me looking nervous.

I sat down on the couch next to my mama, preparing myself for whatever it is she has to tell me cause by the way her leg shaking and palms sweating I just know whatever this is ain't gone end well. I had to text Blessin real quick to check up on her. Even though I said I was gone give her space don't mean I'm not gone check to make sure babygirl straight especially with her going through the shit she going through right now I know she need somebody to confide in because she don't really have friends. She texted back letting me know she was good and that she was being discharged tomorrow and she needed for me to take her home.

"Aight mama, wassup, why you call me here?" I yelled to my mom who was wasting time in the kitchen doing something to distract her from this conversation that's oso "important".

"Okay baby boy, I have something to tell you." My mom came from the kitchen saying. I know whatever it is ain't good cause she only call me "baby boy" when she know my reaction to something ain't gone be too well.

"This here is Melissa, Melissa Bennett." My mom spoke.

"Aight nice to meet you ma'am." I said before turning towards my mom asking her what this situation got to do with me. Getting a response from her saying Melissa is a long lost family member of ours.

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