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Shit, why the fuck am I still here?! What fucking good am I doing to anyone?! I'm always fucking complaining, I always make every thing about fucking me, I never think about anything other than my fuckin self. It makes no God damn sense. I stress everyone out. I fall in love too fucking easily to the point what I don't even wanna freakin look at anyone anymore cause I know I'll think I'm falling for them when in reality, no body gives two shits XD. So like, why the fuck am I still here? My friend literally was talking to me about their relationships and how they love someone and I fucking broke. That's not my job, I'm supposed to help people, I'm not supposed to be the depressed one, I'm supposed to be the logical one. Idk, I'm just so fucking pissed with myself right now. I'm fucking done living with my God damn self and living with the things I've done to people in the past, I've hurt them, I've caused my best friend to fucking kill herself.

The fuck.

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