Everyone has their breaking point. That point where you've hit rock bottom. That point where you want it all to end. I'm at that point. I walk into the clubhouse and up to the bar, not saying a word to anyone. Sitting at the bar, I take shot after shot of Gentleman's Jack, in my own little world. I don't notice the guys watching me, wondering what's going on. My brother, Creeper, comes up and takes the stool next to me. "You okay kid?" he asks. I just look at him, glaring and he leaves me alone.
Ten shots in, I finally decide I am heading to the dorm that I normally stay in when I stay at the clubhouse. I stumble down the hall to my dorm, not knowing someone is behind me, watching me to make sure I'm okay. The last person I would have thought would even give a shit. I almost make it to my dorm when I lose my balance and before I hit the floor, someone catches me. "I got you Princessa." Coco says softly. Carrying me into my dorm, he sees the covers are already pulled down and he lays me down and takes off my shoes, leaving me in my leggings and t-shirt.
After he covers me up, he heads for the door and I ask "What's wrong with me, Coco?" He looks at me confused but walks over and sits on the side of the bed. "There's nothing wrong with you Princessa." he says. "Lucas moved out. Said he needed someone that wasn't so worthless." I tell him as the tears start. "You're not worthless." he tells me. "Then why does everyone leave me? Am I that disgusting?" I ask as I start to sob. "You're not disgusting. You just haven't found the right one to show you just how perfect you are." he tells me as he wipes my tears. "Yeah right." I say sadly. "I think you're perfect." he tells me and I look up at him. "You know how I grew up, how fucked up I am and you still make sure I know I have someone there for me. You're perfect Princessa. Fucking perfect." he tells me. I move back and move the covers. "Will you lay with me Coco?" I ask and he smiles softly. Getting undressed to his boxers, he climbs into bed and holds his arm out for me to lay next to him. I lay my head on his chest and feel his arms wrap around me tightly. "You're perfect too." I tell him. I look up at him and take a chance and place a soft kiss to his lips. "Get some sleep Princessa. I'm taking you to breakfast in the morning." he tells me. Laying my head back on his chest, I feel him kiss the top of my head and know that maybe reaching my breaking point was just what I needed to see what was right in front of me.
Waking up the next morning, I have my back to Coco and he's snuggled up behind me, arms tightly around me, holding me close. I can feel his breath on my neck and it's relaxing. I feel him start to stir so I turn to face him and we just stare at each other. "Morning." I say softly. "Morning Princessa." he says. He looks at me like he's waiting on me to make the first move now that I'm sober. I lean forward and kiss his lips softly and he gently deepens the kiss. When we break apart, I say "Thank you for last night." He pulls me closer and asks "What happened to you? You just seemed so broken when you came in last night. I've never seen you like that." he tells me. I take a second to get my thoughts together. "It's been a long time coming. Him telling me that it was my fault that he cheated. That I would never be enough for him." I tell him. "You're enough for me." Coco tells me softly. I look up at him and ask "What are you wanting Johnny?" I ask, using his real name so he knows I'm serious. "You. I want you. All of you." he says. "You realize how fucked up I am?" I ask and he laughs softly. "You really asked that? You realize how fucked up I am and you've never hesitated to be what I needed, when I needed it." he tells me. Kissing me softly he says "I want you to be mine. You'll never have to worry about if you're enough or not. You will always be enough. Just give me a chance." he says. Kissing him again, I smile and say "You did promise me breakfast." and he starts laughing.
We get up and dressed and head out to the main room. The guys seeing us walk out together, they smirk. "Get your minds out of the gutter. Nothing happened." Coco says. "Yet." I say as he puts his arm around my waist. "Come on Princessa." Coco says. "Where you guys going?" my brother asks. "My man is taking me to breakfast." I say and they all look at us shocked. Walking out of the clubhouse and to his bike I say "The look on their faces was priceless." I tell him laughing. Pulling me close, he kisses me again and says "That it was."
Pulling up to the diner, we head inside and get a booth. He sits across from me and just looks at me. Taking my hand across the table, we see a couple of Galindo's guys come in. "Do we need to leave?" I ask Coco. "Nah. It's fine." he tells me assuringly but I can feel him stiffen. One of the guys walks up and asks "Who's this lovely creature?" Coco reaches for his gun but doesn't pull it. "Not your concern." Coco says. The man looks at me and says "When you want a real man, come find me." I sit up straight and say "Trust me, he's more than man enough for me." and I feel Coco tighten his grip on my hand slightly. The guy laughs and walks off. I look at Coco and see him staring at the guy as he walks out the door. I pull his hand slightly to get his attention and say "You're all I need Johnny. No one else." I tell him and see him relax a little. He moves to my side of the booth and pulls me close, kissing me softly. "Like I said. You're perfect."
After we eat, we head back to the clubhouse and I can tell he's still on edge. Kissing me softly he says "I'll be back." before heading towards the dorms but I grab his hand, stopping him. "Hey. Nothing changes. I'm still yours. Don't push me away." I tell him. Looking at me for a second, he sighs before pulling me close and kissing my temple. "Don't leave me. Okay?" he asks. "Never." I tell him as I feel him hold me a little tighter. Creeper comes over and asks what happened and Coco fills him in. "You stood up for this asshole?" my brother asks joking around. "Hey. He's my asshole damnit." I say and feel him smile softly against my cheek as he kisses it. "That I am baby." he whispers.
