Angels Don't Cry || Narry

/Prolog/

1.1.19 0:1 am

Happy new year, I would say.
Let's get drunk, I would say.
Let's shit on 2018, I would say.

But I can't.
Why?
Oh, because life is a bloody bitch.
Because life thought the world would be better without me.
Because life thought Harry would be better without me.

I mean, who are we fooling?
Just look at him.
He's sad, depressed and hasn't smiled in a while now.

You can't tell me Harry's better now.
You just can't.

He needs me as much as he needed me when I was still alive.
And I need him.
I need him so fucking much that it hurts.
And actually it shouldn't hurt because I'm dead for god sake, but it does and that's weird.
Like really weird.

But I feel like I'm not entirely dead.
Like dead dead you know?
The death where is absolutely nothing.
No light, no darkness, no sound, no feeling, just nothing.

And I can tell you that there, where I am, is absolutely something.
Like, there's a lot.

Because I'm still on earth.
I'm in London to be exact.
At a new year's party, where also Harry is.

And now it's getting kinda creepy.
It's like I can still take part of his life, but he can't see me...like, nobody can.

I mean, am I a fucking ghost or what?
Or an angel?
Can somebody please tell me what's actually going on?

I mean, I'm dead right?
But why am I still here then?
It's worse to see the love of your life being sad and you can't do anything against it, than being completely dead.

Is this what we call hell?

***
Well, hello there!

As u can see...I'VE WRITTEN A NEW STORY!

And I will promise u guys to finish this hahah...

Idk if someone will actually read this fanfic, but vote pls if u like the story and idk what else to say lul

Ahh and the other chapters will be way longer than this one cuz...this is just the Prolog? And a Prolog doesn't need to be so long? Idk wtf

Anyways
Have a nice day

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