Angels Don't Cry || Narry

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1.1.19 1:0 am

Harry is sittings on a couch, trying to act normal.
I know that he's not in the mood for the party, I can literally feel it.
But it's a tradition to celebrate new year with the other boys, so yeah, there he is, not having any fun and being sad.

If I was able to, I would instantly go over to Harry and hug him but well...I'm not.

So I'm just standing in the middle of the room, surrounded by dancing people which are probably having the best time of their lifes, and staring over to Harry.

I fucking told him to not be so sad when I'd be gone and now I see how this stupid liar ruins his own life by missing me.

I mean yeah, I can so understand that he feels empty and shit, but I want him to be happy.
Harry deserves a wonderful life and he deserves to be happy, so why did I fucking die and broke him? That's the worst decision life ever made.
To just kill me.
To take all happiness from Harry.
To make him broken and sad.

"C'mon Harry, have some fun!".
Liam tries to pull Harry from the couch, but he's all against it.
"Woah, just let me chill here man", Harry says madly, trying to fight of Liam's hand.
"God, stop being that depressed piece of shit, you've been for the last three months".
Harry's face instantly turns from mad to extremely angry and I can feel the anger coming up in him.

"So do you not miss Niall, or did you already delete him out of your head?", Harry says provocatively.
Liam rolls his eyes.
"Stop with that Harry, you have to fucking move on! You know that Niall would want that too".

Well, you're right Liam.

"You don't fucking understand this Liam! You didn't love him as much as I did, You didn't care about him as much as I did, and You obviously never gave fuck about him! So go fuck yourself you little fucker".
The music has stopped and everyone is looking at the two now.

Harry starts to shake a little bit and the anger in him slowly turns into sadness.

Oh fucking god, no baby, please!
Don't cry, baby, please don't cry 'cause of me, dont!

I move as fast as I can over to him and try to calm him down with touching gently his shoulder, but neither I feel something nor he does.

"Harry dont cry, please", I try to whisper in his ear, but of course he doesn't hear anything.

"You're so embarrassing, Harry", Liam groans and rolls his eyes again.

"And you're so heartless".
Harry stands up and nearly runs to the door of the bathroom.

I really want to punch Liam in his fucking face, for making Harry feel so bad, but well, y'all know I'm not able to do that.

So I run after Harry.
I find him laying in the bathtub, crying and covering his face with his hands.
It breaks my heart into hundred pieces seeing him like this.

I don't want him to be broken, I want him to be fucking happy.

"Baby, shhh, don't cry, I'm with you".
I also lay myself into the bathtub and feel some tears coming up.

But no, that's just imagination, I'm dead, I can't cry!

"Niall, I miss you so much", Harry whimpers suddenly.

"But I'm here babe, right next to you".

"Please come back baby, please".

"But I'm here, Harry! ".

I feel the first tear rolling down my face.
Well seems I like can cry...

"Why did you left me angel, why?"

"Harry, please, I'm here!".

"I need you...".

I lean over to him and press a soft kiss on his cheek.
"I need you too".

Harry suddenly turns around to me and looks shooked in my face.
"Wait, what was that", he whispers.
"Was that you Niall? A-Are you here?", Harry's eyes are filled with hope.

Wait, has he heard me? Has he felt the kiss?

"Yes Harry I'm here, god, I'm here!", I scream as loud as I can.

"Niall, was that you? Answer... please".

"Yes Babe, it was me! Can't you hear me?".

"Niall, please...just answer".
I can hear the sadness back in his voice and feel instantly worse than before.

"Baby I'm here! I'm with you! Please...hear me".
I whisper the last words, seeing the hope disappearing out of Harry's eyes, making me feel so weak.

Life is fucking unfair.

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OKAY CAN WE PLEASE TALK ABOUT HARRY'S OUTFIT AT THE MET GALA??!? LIKE WTF IS HAPPENING HE LOOKS SO HOT AND I'M SO FUCKING PROUD OF HIM AHHHHH...

Anyways, enjoy the first chapter and vote and comment

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