LÁmoré

🍶Chapter.12🍶

For over a year I was afraid to get over the door and today of all days I go out of my home and I walk over to Starbucks and I was so relieved to see Enzo and Big Cass there.
I went into the back and started crying because I was happy to see them, this is my freedom here.
I dried my tears and went into Starbucks and Enzo smiled, he's glad that I came to see him and Cass, he wasn't expecting it but he was glad and I showed up to talk to them.
Me: "Hi"
Colin: "Hey"
Enzo: "What's wrong?"
Me: "What do you mean?"
Enzo: "You look like you've been crying, what's wrong?"
Me: "Freedom, Happiness, Finally, at last, that's what it is"
Enzo: "Something happened between you and your Boyfriend?"
Me: "Well he's Not my Boyfriend anymore, it's kind of a long story"
Colin: "It's ok by us, if you don't wanna talk about it"
Me: "It's best if I get this out there and off of my chest, well what happened was, I noticed that Jackson started to get jealous every time I was around you guys and everyone else, any invites from the girls he would have them before me and either decline it or tear it up without me knowing about it or he would go crazy if guys sent me a text message, it's sad, he beat me up because he didn't believe me"
(I was about to cry)
Colin: "Oh Lacey, we are so sorry"
(Big Cass hugs me and Enzo had his head down)
It's like Enzo felt disappointed and sorry for me yet again, nothing is gonna go right for me, I have had nothing but bad luck all the time, things haven't gone right for me in 2015 and 2016, it's a brand new year and a brand new me and I'm gonna change my ways.
I'm done with feeling ignored now and my friends eventually heard the story and they felt bad for cutting me off but I forgive them because they were right about him and I should've listened to them in the first place and my sister especially, she knows my best interests.
Jackson is in my past and he's never coming into my future, I know he said when he gets released he's gonna kill me and I do know he meant physically but hopefully the police will do so much to stop him from doing that, hopefully I'll be ok but I'm still scared and still insecure.
I'm not getting in another relationship after what I've been through, I'm so frightened and my last relationship was the loneliest days of my life and I'm not prepared to be alone anymore.