LÁmoré

😎Chapter.14😎

So I made my way to the Starbucks and I took off my Sunglasses and went in to see Enzo first when I walk in.
Me: "Hey"
Enzo: "Hi"
Me: "What is it you need to talk to me about?"
Enzo: "I know I should've said something awhile ago but but I didn't and I feel bad"
Me: "Bad about what?"
(Enzo took a little sip of his drink)
Enzo: "I feel bad about the fact that I didn't do anything to help when you were attacked"
Me: "Enzo, you didn't know, I didn't tell you, I really should've told you and the others, I was standing up for someone who clearly didn't love me, everyone hated my relationship with him and I gave up everything for him for nothing"
Enzo: "You loved him, it wasn't your fault, you didn't know he was gonna turn the tables on you that quickly"
Me: "That's the point, that's why everyone cut me off, because I'm a stupid, gullible girl who thought he loved me"
Enzo: "I don't think your stupid"
Me: "That's you, no body loves me, except my family"
Enzo: "That's not true.... I love you!"
Me: "What?"
Enzo: "That's right, I said it, I love you Kate, I told Cass and Chloe about my feelings for you and I told them not to say anything, so don't blame it on them before you say anything, I told them not to say anything, It was me all along, I was too nervous to confess how I really felt about you, I'm sorry"
Me: "I knew it, Enzo, why didn't you say it earlier? I have the same feelings for you too"
Enzo: "You do?"
Me: "Yes, yes I do, but I don't think I can go through another relationship, my experience with the first one was bad"
Enzo: "But you know me, you knew me before you knew him, you know I would never put you through that crap like what he did to you, unlike him I actually love you"
Me: "I know"
(I cried)
Enzo: "Are you ok?"
Me: "Yeah, I'm sorry"
Enzo: "It's ok"
Me: "Your probably the only one who's shown interest in me other than my friends in the past year than he has in the last 6 months"
Enzo: "I can understand that you don't want to be in a relationship anymore, but if I gave you some time would you reconsider if I wanted you to be my Girlfriend?"
Me: "Maybe, I need to think about it"
Enzo: "I love you too much to see you be upset like that, when I found out he hit you, I wanted to cry with you but I knew I had to be strong with you so that's why I had my head down"
Me: "You really do care about me, maybe I should reconsider my decision about relationships, I do need to trust people again, I really do"
Enzo: "Ok"
I finally heard what I wanted to hear and I have been waiting this for so long, I don't want to hurt Enzo again and I didn't want to say no to him again after last time.
He's a really good friend, he's someone I can't afford to lose, he's well in truly my original soul mate, not Jackson, I should know better, when I said I was gonna change, trusting in people is one of them, that's one thing I must do, trust others again and I will.