Shawn Mendes imagines

Why didn't you tell me

I lay on the bed, facing the ceiling. Suddenly the door opened and Shawn walked in. He came and lay down on the bed and I turned so he was now facing my back.

"Come on baby, you can't me mad at me forever."
I gave him nothing but silence. "Baby please, I'm sorry, you know I am." Again I left him in silence. He rubbed my arm but I pulled away.

I got up, avoiding eye contact and walked out the door. "Babe!" Shawn called after me. He followed me to the kitchen where I poured myself a glass of water. As I was about to go back to our room, Shawn stood in front of me obstructing my way. He placed his hand on my shoulder and lifted my chin with his finger to make me look at him. "Baby, please talk to me, let's sort this out." As I opened my mouth to speak, I waited and then closed it again. I pushed passed him and walked back into the room. He chased after me but i shut the door and locked it, so he wasn't able to come in.

"Y/n, please don't do this, open the door" he said as he knocked. "Look I'm sorry that I didn't tell you I was leaving for tour tomorrow, but I didn't  because I knew you would be upset."  I waited for a moment before saying "you could have told me."

"I know and im so sorry. Please open this door so we can talk and I can see your beautiful face." He pleaded.

"No..." I said softly. There was silence from outside. I thought shawn had left when I heard a noise from behind the door. I put my ear up to it and heard sobbing. I instantly opened the door to see shawn with his back to the door crying. I lifted him up and hugged him tight. "I'm sorry baby, please don't cry." I muttered as I wiped tears from his face.

He pulled me in tighter and said again "I'm so sorry y/n, I didn't mean it, I'm so so sorry." I pulled away and held his head in my hands. "No, I'm sorry. I should have heard you out and talked about it, but instead I shut you out. I love you Shawn and seeing you cry breaks my heart."  I held his hand and lead him into the bedroom. We sat down and faced each other. Shawn's face was still red but he had calmed down a little. "So are you really leaving me tomorrow?" I said quietly looking down at the floor. He took my hands in his and replied "babe I've been thinking about it... why don't you come with me?"

My head shot up. "Really?" I asked, feeling much better about the situation. "Yeah, I realised that I don't want to leave you. I want to be with you every second of every day." I smiled and look down at my feet again. He lifted my head and tucked my hair behind my ears. "So?" He asked staring into my eyes.
"I'd love to go with you mendes" I said quietly as I got up. I stood between shawn's legs and held his head up so he could see my face. "I can't wait to tour the world with you babe." I said just before I planted a kiss on his soft lips and giggled.