She is Just
Give me a break from reality
Save me from hurting me
Keeping them feels not easy
Tired to find the key
To feel like Aphrodite
One of the hardest thing she keeps on doing is keeping her optimism high, and strong. She keeps on moving as if she have never been through hardships.
But she cannot stop her optimism from being broken. Overload disappointment and judgement, it certainly will. All she can do is, rebuild it through any positive thinking she could pull that can put it together.
But what if she'd got tired of rebuilding it? If she'd run out of ways to bring it back together? How could she survive? Who would rebuild it for her?
A tender voice answered, "I would, my child." And He spoke the truth.
Someone once said, "God particularly pours out His blessings upon those who know how much they need Him."
She think of solutions and not of possibilities and problems; and she knows she needed help. So she seek Him at hard time. Because down times aren't just serve for mourning, but rather doors to stronger faith. She feeds her faith so her doubts will starve to death.
Life is ending one minute at a time and time spent in unhappiness is time most wasted. So she should make any minute count. So she'll count in faith.