Always You [Jimin/FF]

Chapter 9

"What should I do now?"

"Go...talk to her! Apologize for your deeds and show her how much you still love her. Don't let her abort your child." Jimin's mother was suggesting him with some ideas to get his life back.

"Abort my child?"

"Yes son. She's talking about abortion, as she says she can't raise a fatherless child."

"Fatherless? I'm not dead mom. She needs to understand that I still love her and I'll be with her, whatever it takes me to be."

"Yes, yes. But you need to talk to her for that...make her understand that and try to stay calm. Alright? Even if she screams at you...shouts or even slaps you, stay calm!"

"Mom you think I'm afraid of her slaps? I deserve a lot worse after what I've done and a few slaps are nothing in comparison to that."

"I don't think she'll slap you or whatever but when a woman is falsely accused...when her faith and trust for her own man is doubted...her heart becomes hard as a rock for the world...she becomes indifferent and emotionless stone...it only softens for either her own child or her love but in this case...you are the one who accused her...so try and stay calm."

"I will mother. I'm leaving now; you want to come with me?"

"No. It will be better if you two sort things out on your own and it would be best if everything remains within you. Son, I want to hear good news, please!"

"I promise you, mom. I'm bringing your daughter back this time..."

The bell rang. You got up lazily from the drawing room couch to open the door. It must be your mother-in-law...you thought and mentally prepared what you are going to say about why you wanted an abortion.

You knew it would be difficult to convince her...after all you are bearing her grand-child and she would simply not let you kill it. But you are stubborn enough yourself...that you would not raise this child without Jimin.

Thinking weirdest things in your mind and trying to keep your mind at one place, you opened the door and are shocked to see jimin... standing with his head held down. You tried closing the door on his face but he somehow pushed you aside and forced himself in.

"At least listen to me, y/n."

"You listened? When I wanted to tell about, Jackson...did you listen?" You screamed.

"I know, I've behaved like an asshole recently and I know I deserve worst treatment but I just want to tell you...that I'm sorry and I still love you. Life without you is hell and I cannot bear even a single day alone. Without you my days have been nothing more than a combination of sunrise and sunset. Without your presence...my body is becoming weak, due to excessive drinking my organs are on the verge of failure...doctors say I won't live any longer than five years, tops." Jimin started crying.

You stood their silently, listening to his pleadings.

"I want you to know that without you...I'll die. If I won't...I'll kill myself. But I just can't live without you..." He broke down and sat on the floor.

You also sat down and placed your hands on his shoulders.

"Y/n...in the entire last month...there's not been a single moment when I smiled. I don't know what laughter is...I don't know what happiness is. If anything that has given me smile is just one thing, and that is the news of your pregnancy, the news about me...of becoming a father soon."

"Jimin I wanted to talk about it..."

"I know, you want to abort this child, don't you? To hurt me and to kill me instantly, right? But sorry...I won't let you do that. This child is as mine as it is yours and killing it would require you to kill me first."