Stay Jovi (Caught In The Beehive 2) | PRETTYMUCH

chapter 14- stay awake

4/11/18- 12 days until becca funktions

*eds phone*

bajinjo
bro i need someone to talk to i'm freaking out

me (ed)
what? what's up b where are u?

bajinjo
i'm at the tour bus

me (ed)
we're grabbing some drinks at a local bar we're so far away do u need anything is it urgent???

bajinjo
nah don't worry we'll talk tomorrow enjoy yourselves

//

-fuck fuck fuck- brandon whispers, careful not to wake up the girl sleeping on the other side of his phone screen. his hand smooths out his forehead in frustration.
he was laying on the couch of the lounge area of the bus and even though it was still relatively early he felt incredibly tired, exhausted really, from the whole tour and the endless mic checks and dancing...but he couldn't bring himself to end the call. he wanted to stare at her for as long as his eyes could stay open.
and even though he didn't want it to be true he knew it was. it was eating him up from the inside out. he stood there looking at her through his phone screen as she fell deeper and deeper into sleep, and the more he stared the deeper he fell too, but not asleep. minutes of staring turn into hours as his heart aches more and more for her. he wishes she was next to him more than anything and he wishes that underneath her peaceful expression she's dreaming about him. he watches her and over her until his eyelids can't stay open anymore and when he wakes up she's not there anymore because, of course, it's later in canada and she's off to somewhere where he isn't. he spends the whole next day organizing his thoughts, even trying to put them on paper. how could he, he thought, how could he fall for his best friend?

//

a/n
IM YODELING