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Chapter Five

"Now why dont you dance with the guys so you will know how to blend with them" He said.

I then turned to the guys and they all pointed at the center. I just glared but still stood there tho.

The music played again. I swear, I will get tired listening to.it over and over again.

At first, it was hard to blend in with them so I was struggling but as it passed by it just came out naturally.

"Minsheng, sing" Bohan exclaimed that made the guys chuckle including Minghao.

So I sang and also did my best to blend my voice with them since I am the girl here.

"Good job" Minghao applauded.

"Its nice how you blended with them naturally and I noticed that you also tried to blend your voice with them. It turned out pretty well but I guess you have to consult Teacher Li for more advices" He told me.

"Okay. Thank you..... Teacher" I said. "Eww that was so awkward" I then said that made him hit my head.

"Oh right, Mingming, the members said hi especially Jun" Minghao told him that made him grin.

"Awwwny JunMing heart" I said and with that Mingming hit my head.

"Yah, what is up with you two? I have a precious head, okay" I glared at them.

They just laughed so I hufffed. Minghao left after while the guys stayed to hang.

"I want to search something, can I?" Wenhan asked "Its about Minsheng" He added.

"what?" I asked confused. The staff then gave him a phone.

He grinned while typing then showed us a video.

"Oh my god, no" I said.

"Not everyone knows this but Minsheng already debuted. She was only knows as The8's twin sister. The group didnt make it after a lot of issues from the media" Wenhan said.

"How'd you know this?" I asked him.

"I know a lot of stuffs. That is why I hope that everyone will notice your skills and will notice you as Xu Minsheng not as Minghao's twin sister" He said. I teared up when he said that so I stood up and hugged him.

"Thank you very much" I told him. "Its been really hard"

"I can totally relate" Mingming spoke. "Everyone has their own stories. All we have to do is listen to them and comfort each other" He said.

After our emotional conversation, we all headed to the cafeteria to eat. After that, we again went back to the practice rooms but since I'm getting tired of hearing that damn song, I just told the staffs to rest early since I'll be going back to the dorms.

When I entered the room I immediately laid down on my bed and cried. Its been really hard and at those times I just wanted to cry on my brother's shoulder. But he wasnt there and even if he was there, he would just push me away. I miss my 6 year old brother that I could still play tag with. I miss him so much.

"Hey" A hand grabbed my shoulder. I didnt reply and just grabbed his neck and smashed my lips on his.

He was in total shock but when he felt the tears rolling down my face, he kissed back while wiping those tears away.

"Are you okay?" He asked. I just shook my head.

"What the..."

"fuck"

He stopped what he was doing and looked up. I also looked up and saw Shi Zhan and Wenhan with their jaws hanging low.

"Porn!" Shi Zhan exclaimed and left the room.

"How to unsee" Wenhan said before entering the bathroom.

"Are you alright? What happened?" Mingming asked.

"I just remembered what happened years ago. I miss him. I miss Minghao. The old him. When he still cared for him and treated me like a real sister. I want to go back to those days even just once just to feel the warmth of having a brother again" I said as tears escaped my eyes once again.

"He still cares. He just dont know how to express it" Mingming said. I just shook my head not wanting to believe. I dont want to get my hopes up.

"It's difficult" I mumbled

"Think about it, hmm?" He said "Okay but why did you kiss me?"

I laid back down and placed my head On the pillow.

"I dont knooooow" I exclaimed.

"Yeah. Yeah. I'm telling Zhenning" Mingming teased.

"Excuse me? As if he cares and as far as I know, you kissed back!" I argued.

"What would you do if a really attractive guy kisses you?"

"Absolutely not kiss back unless I like him. Wait did you call me attractive?" I asked.

"Its the truth but dont be flattered by my words because you're Zhenning's" He grinned.

"I am not. Stop." I glared.

"Do you legit like Zhenning?" Wenhan asked as soon as he left the bathroom.

"N-no" I freaking stuttered. "I mean, i barely know him.... Well we sometimes talk but-"

"You definetely like him" Wenhan grinned and was joined by Mingming

"Like who? Who likes who?" Shi Zhan entered the room.

"Uh.... Minsheng... Zhenning..." Mingming said.

"I do not!"