I'm sorry your reading this

don't know what to a call this trash

Something in life things happen for no reason, and you act like your fine for a long as you can untill one day the act is over and you can't do it anymore.. When you tell your family about all of this they say but you were so happy, this is coming from no where.. But it's coming from somewhere, it's just a place you can't see. When these things happen I would rather be in a park listening to music, letting all my thoughts run free and to just take a breather and try to focus on me.