Losing you is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do
Losing you felt like being gutted over and over again, every second of every day
Losing you felt cold and alone, more alone than I've ever felt before
Losing you hurt in ways I never expected it to, it hurt me at 4 am when you weren't telling me "good morning beautiful"
It hurt at 10 pm when I had to go to sleep alone, in an empty bed
It hurt when I looked at my phone and you hadn't texted me, or even thought about me
Losing you is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do.
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PoesiaI'm poisoning myself But the monsters like it So I let them have it I'm poisoning myself But the doctors don't know So I let the poison stay I'm poisoning myself But the mirrors don't tell So I let them see I'm poisoning myself But the eyes...