the same night
i walked over to the table with two plates in my hand and sat them down in front of jr and alex then turned to aria and saw her chewing on her meat causing me to smile and kiss her cheek going back over to the counter cleaning up
a-are u gonna eat
i looked over and saw alex leaned back in his chair staring at his food as jr sat next to him eating and staring between the both of us causing me to snap back to reality and quickly look back at the dish water
v-uh yeah just not right now maybe later i don't have a appetite right now
it was quite for a moment until i heard the chair sliding across the floor so i looked up and saw alex getting up walking out and i was gonna say something but i chose to just let him be he is the one who cheated on me so i looked back over to the kids and saw the sad and confused look on jr face as he looked down at his food so i huffed and made me a plate then going over to them sitting down causing jr to look up and smile a bit
v-how's the mac and cheese
jr-great it's so cheesy
i giggled looking over at aria and seeing her mouth covered in cheese and mash potato's causing me to shake my head smiling knowing i have to give her a bath tonightat midnight
what she's wearingi walked outta the bathroom turning off the light and fixing my bun happy i get to finally lay down and just relax without interruptions so i crawled into bed and sat on my side scrolling through instagram for a for minute before fully laying down and continuing scrolling and watching people stories for a couple hours until i looked at the clock and saw it was almost 3:30 in the morning so i huffed and shut my phone off turning off the lights rolling over seeing the empty bed side next to me causing me to just stare off into space thinking about how happy i thought alex was and then what really pisses me off is just the day before he had sex with me then goes and has sex with some girl i originally had the attitude about in the first place i just shook my head quickly wiping the tears from my face turning back around staring at myself through the mirror until i eventually pasted out
in the morning
i slowly walked into the kitchen and stared at alex making waffles and bacon for the kids as they played around with ottie and valentine
v-ok ottie they do have to go to school today
ar&jr-MOMMY
i giggled as ottie and the kids ran over to me and hugged me while ottie stood on his back paws waiting for me to pet him so after i give them a big hug i picked aria up and petted ottie and scratched under his chin looking over at alex and made eye contact with him as he dried his hands off then proceeded to focus his attention on the food
v-so daddy will be taking u to school today and mommy will pick you guys up ok
jr-ouu mommy did u pack my food
v-mhm it's in the fridge
i walked over to the fridge and grabbed their lunch's sitting them on the kitchen inland
ar-mommy my hair
v-*looks at her*ouu who did that
ar-daddy*giggles*
i looked over at alex and seen him glance at us before picking up two plates and going over to the table
a-ok come eat
as jr ran over to the table i walked over to aria high chair and sat her in it putting a napkin over her shirt
a-*clears his throat*um idk if ur hungry or not but i made u plates too so i'll be in the car just send them out when their done
i looked over at him and watched him grab his keys and walk out the kitchen leaving out the house
jr-mommy y isn't daddy eating with us
v-*looks at him*um he probably isn't hungry but ik u are and u only have an hour to finish ur food my love
i walked over to him gently grabbing his chin and kissed his cheek before running my fingers through his hair and leaning in close to his ear
v-plus mommy and tia des are going birthday shopping today for someone's 5th birthday in a month
jr-really!!
v-mhm now eat up ur dad is waiting see look ur sister is almost done*smiles and walks over to the kitchen counter*
when i got to the counter i saw a plate of two waffles and four pieces of bacon with strawberries and kiwi on top of my waffles just like i normally like them causing me to smile and grab the syrup pour some on my waffles and eat sum causing me to whine a little bit look up wondering when did alex have cheat i would so give him his props for this but ig it's to badan hour later
a-VALERIE*walks into the house*
i frowned to myself getting up from my makeup table and walking out to the stairs looking over the rail seeing alex beginning to walk up the stairs until we made eye contact and he stopped looking me up and down before making eye contact with me again
a-where-nvm um i came to get the rest of my stuff
v-oh
i back to the room and heard him following when i got back to my makeup table i heard alex walk in and go over to the closet so i turned my head and stared for a second before looking back at myself through the mirror knowing i'm not ok but i have to put this mask on so our kids don't get caught up in our bullshit
v-so where are u going
a-*looks at her then continues packing*uh to my moms until i can find me an apartment y
i shook my head scoffing rolling my eyes as tears fall from my eyes causing me to look down and try to hide the fact i was crying because i was tired of crying in front of him but every time i look at him all i see is everything he throw away
v-maybe u wouldn't have to get an apartment if you'll just be loyal*mumbles*
a-val i was drunk i was drinking the day before and before it happened and i kinda just gave in to her
v-gave in to her*turns and looks at him*i was drunk and u didn't see me fuckin any guy that i bumped into
a-baby-
v-no!! if u really loved me u wouldn't be cheating on me if u really loved me alexander u would stop making me!!LOOK FUCKIN DUMB ALL THE FUCKIN TIME WHAT ABOUT UR KIDS THEY FUCKIN ADORE YOU NOW WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO TELL THEM WHEN THEY ASK Y UR NOT HOME Y UR NOT EATING WITH US DO U KNOW HOW FUCKIN HURTFUL THAT IS
the doorbell rings
a-i do know and i'm sorry baby please-
the door bell rings again
v-no stop calling me baby alex u don't know how hurtful it is u just throw everything away our marriage everything
after the doorbell rung again i huffed getting up walking out the door with alex behind trying to explain but i just shook my head and walked downstairs to the front door swinging the door open obviously irritated as alex stepped behind me grabbing my waist
v-what!!*pushes his hands off and looks up at him with a death stare*
des-val ur not even close to ready alex y are u here bothering her
a-firstly i live here
v-no u don't remember u decided to move out
i shoved him back a little and walked back upstairs as des came in
a-so ur only mad because i'm moving out!*throws his hands up*
v-NO U DICK IM MAD BECAUSE U FUCKIN CHEATED ON ME AND LEFT ME AT THE PARK TO GO DO SO SO HURRY UP AND PACK UR SHIT
des-alex just maybe u should go and come back when we're gone
i shook my head and walked back into the room slamming the door behind me going over to the beddes pov
a-she was FUCKIN FINE THIS MORNING
v-GET THE FUCK OUT
des-alex listen to me y'all have kids yes
a-*sighs*yeah
des-do u wanna argue or talk about this shit in front of ur kids
a-*huffs and looks down*no destiny
des-so u have no choice but to be fine in front of ur kids but u really hurt val the only reason she went back to the airbnb was because u weren't at the festival she walked around looking for u she tried not thinking about it but u told her you'll be back and that's what she expected from u not u leaving her to go fuck some game monitor
he shook his head as i seen the tears build up in his eyes as he looked away from me trying not to cry so i gently patted his shoulder as he wiped his face and we saw something fly down from upstairs and hit the door sounding like metal so we both looked and immediately i gasped a little realizing what it was
des-VAL U OK
v-LEAVE ME ALONE IM SO FUCKIN TIRED BRO
as alex what to go pick up the ring i jogged upstairs reminding him to come back when and if we leave
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