Bully to boyfriend{Alex Guzman}

93

the next morning

v-no no no alex get up
i quickly got outta bed putting on a sports bra and some shorts while alex groaned behind me turning towards me still waking up
a-what happened
v-what happened!?we had had sex alex for the third time all because u wanted me to drink with y'all after work god i'm so fucking stupid
a-val it's not-
v-it is that serious alex i'm in love with u even after u cheated on me and i keep letting u play with my feelings just the other day i thought u wanted to be single
a-because i didn't wanna be with her val how many times do i have to keep saying this shit to u
v-don't ok but i have to go pick up my kids because now they missed school so when i come back u can't be here
a-y wtf-
v-because alex i don't want our kids getting confused because we can't get our shit together alex so much shit has had happened i'm scared their already fucked up
a-so ur gonna keep fuckin me and dumping me off to side basically
v-no we weren't even suppose to drink together last night i only gave in because i was enjoying myself at work alex so ofc after work i wanted to freely do what i wanted but ur the one throwing out mixed signals
a-me!! no that's fuckin u val it's like u love me one day then the next u tell me to fuck off and only be here for the kids so which one is it do u love me or is it fuck me
v-alex i can't i need to go get my kids
a-val see ur avoiding the question..u have a habit of trying to avoid things that always come back in the end
i shook my head grabbing my phone and quickly walking out going down the stairs as he got up following behind me pulling his sweats up
a-val u can't keep running for me i've been trying to talk to you but u either find some way outta of it or ur always busy and can't talk but considering we just had sex again ur not walking out this house until we talk
before i could even put on my slides he picked me up from behind and walked into living room as i whined trying to grab onto walls but he just walked over to the couch and tossed me over and down causing me to huff and look down in my lap as he walked around the couch and sat in front of me on the coffee table
a-val i'm just trying to understand at the engagement party u told me we'll talk i come here after and have my fuckin world rocked again then the next morning u start avoiding my calls my text everything i only get to see the kids when i showed up here or when at carlos and des house
v-because u had a girlfriend i didn't wanna mess that up we were both drunk and i thought u probably didn't even want a relationship
a-val i've been telling u for 2 years i want nothing more but my family back even while with emma and it's pretty fuckin obvious we're gonna keep doing this val we're gonna keep breaking each other until it's nothing left to break if we keep acting like we don't still have feelings for each other and yes i fucked up drunk or not i shouldn't have left u there to cheat on u when she came on to me at the game i should have pushed her away but i didn't and i see the consequences ok val i see it but rn ur gonna make a decision and that's we figure it out together and make this shit work or this is it we end all this shit rn right here and i'll leave only being here for the kids
i slightly shook my head looking down in my lap feeling the tears fall from my eyes making me quickly wipe my face trying to stop myself from crying in front of him
a-*sighs*look i'm-
v-so do u love me?...like love me love me like how u did back in high school*looks up at him and makes eye contact*
a-ofc i do i won't be here trying to get u to understand how much i do if i didn't val
v-im just scared u say that then i have to go through this all over again
a-plz val just give me chance to show u i still care that's all i'm asking for
i slowly looked up at the ceiling and debated with myself for a second because yea he's an asshole but i've never seen him turn this soft for anyone else before and in all reality i did miss him and want him back so i sighed to myself before getting up grabbing his face kissing him catching him off guard for a minute until he finally kissed back grabbing my thighs making me walk closer in between his legs as he smirked into the kiss already knowing what this was about and eventually after about a minute or two i slowly pulled away as he followed wanting to deepen then kiss causing me to giggle looking at him as he looked back at me biting his lip pulling me closer to him to close the gap between us as i gently played with a piece of his hair
a-what was that for*smiles*
v-*rolls her eyes*shut up u know what that was for
a-i wanna hear u say it*starts softly pecking her stomach*
v-it was because i decided..maybe we can make this work for the both of us and the kids
i screamed and laughed as he stood up picking me up walking outta of the living room as i smiled wrapping my arms around his neck pecking his lips
v-what about the kids alex stop*laughs*
a-im pretty sure des or someone took them to school considering cami and marie goes to school with them
v-oh and if not
a-they'll be fine we'll go pick them up after this
i shook my head rolling my eyes smiling as he made it upstairs and walked back to my room closing the door with the heel of his foot as i kissed him causing us to smile into the kiss