More Than You

Fuck you

AAAAAHHHHH!!- My alarm screams jerking me awake. I rub my eyes as the sunlight peeks through my curtains to say hello. I go to shut off the alarm only to be alarmed that Stan isn't there. I cant help but feel nervous as what will come for the day.

I begin to scratch my palm with anxious-ness. With a shaky breath I roll of my bed and start my morning routine. Pick clothes, take shower, dress, eat, brush teeth, and rush to the bus stop with bag and phone in hand. When I stroll up to the stop I cant seem to see stan. Kenny + butters, fatass, ???. This small factor only makes me scratch my palm more.

"Hey, Kenny and Butters. Have you seen Stan?" Kenny shakes his head and butters gives a short 'no' still holding hands. Kenny and butters have been dating for awhile now, thank God! For the longest time it was so obvious that they liked each other to say the least it was excruciating.

Almost five minutes later the bus pulls up and still no Stan. I can only sigh with disappointment as I rush to the back of the bus. When we arrive at school I look all around to see Stan. I only find David. "Hey, David." "Oh! Hi Kyle" He says with a wide smile making me blush a little. David and I have been friends for awhile. I tell him everything even about my love for Stan and in return he tells me everything but he is still hesitant about telling me who he likes. I dont push it, not wanting to pressure him into anything he doesnt feel comfortable with.

I went to my locker to grab my books but before I could take any out I see David staring at me like he wants to tell me something. " What is it?" I question. "I-" Before he could start I spot Stan across the hall. I cant help but grin wildly. Wendy broke up with Stan + last night = me ❤ stan. I was about to run up and hug him but then I see Wendy do that. They even shared a deep kiss. Everything he said last night seems to be corrupted with lies and misery. He chanted 'I love you' and I said the same. I thought the chanting would some how create a potion of finaly-coming-out-and-getting-together but what should I have expected, he is drunk every time he came to me. Fuck.

I cant help but get sad and angry, never a good mixture. I feel tears run down my face and just like my tears I feel my legs sprinting to the entrance of the school. Everything felt blank as i ran to starks pond. There I cried my heart out. "FUCK YOU STAN MARSH!!"  My body convulsed into a rattle like an earth quake in a desilate city.

My sobs drowned out the hurried huffs for breath and pounding foot steps. I only realized until I was knocked over by someone hugging me. I look up only  to see David. "D-David what are you doing here?" He didnt say anything he just looked me in the eyes with an intense longing look. He cupped my cheeks and said, "Kyle, I love you and I know you will never love me the way you love Stan but please go out with me!" Tears still rolled down my cheeks as I stared in his chocolate eyes.

I honestly dont know what to do, I like David but should I really give up on Stan... Of course? He will never love me but maybe I can find love with David. This sounds kind of twisted but I should at least give it a try, right? "Its alright you dont want too. S-shit I shouldnt have said anything, I'm sorry." He said with a tinge of worry. "No I-I think I should try. I mean I should just give up on him." He looked surprised but that soon changed into more worry, he said, "I dont want to pressure you into-" " You're not! I want to go out with you too." I hug him with all my might, I feel comfort and... Love as he hugs me back.

I cant help but smile. After awhile of this strange but honestly the best hug ever, we stand up. David wipes the remaining tears on my face when I realize that he too was crying. "Why were you crying?" "Because ... you said yes." I feel my heart jump a mile a minute as I wipe his remaining tears as well. We held hands as we went to his house. If my ma found out I was skipping; my eardrums would be good as gone but I guess it wouldnt be so bad if I got to spend the rest of the day with David.

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Well fuck its been such a long time since I updated anything, my biggest apologies. IM SO SORRY!!!

Anyways I hope yo enjoy this shit:3

But heres some shitty shit I have on my phone!

Yes and yes and yes!