Chapter 10 Am I crazy or what?

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Mia POV

What the fuck did i just do?! i keep asking myself while Max and I made our way through the strung of people in the club.... It's like I'm going through sugar rush, I just need this one night and I know imma wanna see him again that's for sure but I gotta get myself together because I've been through a lot and I need to find back myself .
Love me again before I give my heart to another man and if max is serious he'll understand that I have to do this and only then will I be able to give myself fully to him.

I'll give myself this one night with him, I feel the sparks but I don't think I am ready for another relationship. I am just getting to know me again and loving me again, I just wanna live my best life but my kitty is feeling this dude I swear. I don't have it in me to be throwing out "I love you" carelessly, I wanna say it and mean that shit ; I'm in no rush because I need time to get back to me without the pressure of someone waiting on me.

I let my girls know I'll be exiting the club with my man candy for the night and there was ohs and ahs from them, " go on with your bad self girl we see you", they all said in unison.
When I got outside, he was already out there waiting on me, before I could speak he was on me like white on rice; like he was dying without my lips on him. It got a little heated so I had to push him off a little to catch my breathe.
"Your place or my place?" I asked, "the choice is yours babe." He said.
"Your place because I ain't ready to go that deep yet, only time will tell." I responded
" By the way I'll follow you in my car because I drove here and I ain't leaving my baby here because imma need it to escape in the morning." I said with a laugh.
"That's fine with me, let's go because if I wait any longer I'll combust or do you right here in the parking lot" he said with a lust full look in his eyes.

We got into our respective cars and I let him lead the way while a follow, all I know is I'm in for a ride and best night of my life tonight.

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