I'm home.My mom is with her boyfriend somewhere in Bora Bora and I'm stuck here with my brother.
"You look so tired, what happened?" my brother asked "It's from the flight.." I said touch my face "Really..What's going on?You went at your boyfriend for only 24 hours?" he asked "Mhm yeah.." I said looking down at my nails "You are weird and something is going on and I'll find out by myself." he said while he left the kitchen
I don't want to tell him because he will actually kill Payton for hurting me.He's an overprotective brother and he doesn't want to see me sad.And he will 100% find ou because my tagged section is full of pictures with me crying like they have my camera roll or something.Iguess Payton send that picture to someone and he leaked it..I'm not mad tho, it's ok..things will get better I hope.
I took a nap because my head hurt and I couldn't sleep for 30 minutes because my phone was blowing up.Like exploding.
payton: i miss u.. payton: i want you here with me..please let's talk about it.. payton: facetime later? payton: don't ignore me.. payton: ig u are home now payton: i love you and i won't stop loving you y/n..
And my instagram was exploding too..New groupchats and a lot of my fan pages texted me.
me: can you explain this picture?and why did she hide her story from me? me:
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payton: i- payton: i was hurt.. me: hope u had fun and she gave u what i couldn't . payton: she didn't slept with me wtf me: i'm sure about that! payton: i'm not lying....... me: u slept with me after three days of relationship! me: "every girl wants that with me" me: i'm such a fool, i let u have sex with me and you just did that!I thought u are not like every boy payton: i didn't had sex with her y/n trust me please me: did u enjoyed it? payton: ...it's not like that me: is she a better kisser? payton: facetime .
"What do you want now?" I said crying so bad "I didn't do anything.." he said sullen "Please leave me alone!" I said putting my phone on my bed "I want to see you not the ceiling y/n.." he said sad
"I love you..please don't end this like that.." he said crying
And I started to cry so loud..
"Please stop crying, you are making me cry so bad..I feel like a dick..I broke your heart and I'm the worst boyfriend in the world." he said crying "We need to stop this..Block me on everything please." I said "I can't just do that y/n!" he said "I can't erase you from my life.." he completed "For me..If you love me and you want me to be happy then block me on everything." I said wiping my tears "If I can't bring you happiness anymore then fine.." he said looking away "No, you are making me sad and you don't belong in my life anymore." I said trying hard to not cry so bad "I loved you so much and I will always love you y/n.." he said while he ended the phone call
I started to cry a lot and my brother heard me..
"I knew something was wrong?Who I kill?" he asked "No one." I said hugging him and crying at the same time
I didn't want to talk about it and I told him I want some chocolate so he went in 2 seconds at the supermarket to bring me chocolate.
And while he was gone I checked if Payton did what I said. He blocked me on everything..This is heart breaking for me and for him too but it's actually the best option.
*ring*
alyssa💞: payton just posted on his story that he wants a break from social media,what happened y/n? me: we broke up alyssa.. alyssa💞: wanna talk ab it?😕 me: not now... alyssa💞: ok hmu when u need anything, ilu♥️
He wants a break from social media..I broke his heart and I feel so bad about this.
Actually I found out I am all over leaking/tea pages with my snapchat stories.They are saying that I slept with Payton and then he left me and his reason was just this..I'm not gonna even bother to tell them the true story.
*ring*
payton: i have to unblock you..did u see that from tea pages? me: mhm yeah payton: tell them they are wron y/n me: i'm not gonna do that payton: but it's not true me: i don't really care right now payton: do you care about anyone? me: how can you say that? payton: i was just asking me: i do care about you, a lot, i care about u more than i do about myself. payton: then why did u broke up with me huh? me: it's better like this payton: no it's not! me: mhm payton: fine, we are done ok? me: didn't say that. payton: u kinda did me: i don't want this to be officially ended payton: you already deleted our pics from the gram me: .. payton: so it's official? me: no..i still love you a lot payton payton: u love me but u hate me apparently. me: you are hurting me right now payton: officially done .
I need to move on I guees..As I said, if it's meant to be we will be back together at some point.
