It was currently half past midnight and you were sitting on your boyfriend's bed; patiently awaiting his arrival.
You were slowly dosing off to sleep, the hand that was holding your phone above you threatening to give in, when the door opened — revealing a tired and melancholic Jungkook.
You quickly sat up, a worried frown forming on your lips as you saw how tired and done your boyfriend looked.
"Kook," you started, a soft and warm tone lacing your voice as you continued, "What's wrong, love?"
Jungkook smiled sheepishly, relaxing ever so slightly as he sat down next to you, gently pulling you into a soft hug.
A soft silence engulfed the both of you, letting you know you weren't getting an answer soon, before Jungkook hesitantly spoke up.
"Am I manly?" He asked, knitting his eyebrows together as he looked down at you with a questioning gaze.
"Of course you are," You replied, letting go of his strong hold so you could look him in the eyes, "Where did that come from, Kookie?"
"My dear ARMYs... They want me to be cute and I've tried my hardest to be — I really have — but that's not how I want them to see me. I don't want to be seen as the kid I was when we first debuted; I want to be seen as the manly and strong Jungkook."
A soft frown formed on your lips as you grabbed his cheeks and rested your forehead against his; looking him in the eyes as you softly spoke up,
"Jungkook," You paused, lightly pecking his lips,
"I understand that you'd do anything for your ARMYs and that the last thing you'd want to do is disappoint them, but you can't let them ruin your self-esteem like this,"
Jungkook smiled a small smile, knowing very well that you were right.
"Just be yourself, Kookie," You continued, wrapping your arms around his neck and softly playing with his hair,
"If ARMYs truly love you, they'll accept you in any way shape or form. Don't let the ones that think of you as an object get to you, love."
And, with that, Jungkook realised just how precious you really were. He pulled you in close, wrapping his arms around your waist and softly kissed you, laying you both down and letting your love and passion take over for the night.
This was originally on my Tumblr and I'd really appreciate it if you guys gave it some love over there too ❤️ Just search @/gwanggju!
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